Fetish / Larys Strong

14. Never Touch Me Again

"You two looked cozy."  Alicent remarked.

"I like him." Blyana agreed.

"Father ravened. Wondering when you are coming home." Alicent remarked.

"Well-"

"Im pregnant." Alicent whimpered and Blyana looked to her. "We can- can we go soon?" Alicent requested.

"Oh honey." Blyana coed hugging her. "Gods even with the one arm?" Alicent sobbed out. "Right im sorry that wasnt helpful," blyana agreed. "We can bring Aemond and oh wouldnt it be nice to bring all the kids with? I could take care of them."

"You know father wants to spend time with you." Alicent corrected. "He wont want you babysitting the whole time."

"Whatever you want. Whatever you need." Blyana assured her.

"I never want viserys to touch me again," alicent remarked. "I never want to be touched by a man again." Blyana held tight to her little sister not having the words to ease the pain so she held tight to her.

Blyana felt bad, felt guilty feeling so happy, being this in love when her sister was broken and hating herself. Hating her husband.

Blyana tucked Alicent in as though she was a tender aged child that night before moving to her niece and nephews.

"Is mum okay?" Aegon questioned. "I heard crying."

"Yeah... shes having another baby, isnt that exciting?" Blyana questioned. "You will be a big brother again." Aegon nodded slowly. "Whats that look for sweetie?"

"Why dont you have kids Amah?" Aegon questioned looking to her stomach, he knew babies were harbored in women for moons but Blyana didnt get fat like that and everyone else did it seemed.

"I'm not married." Blyana remarked.

"And you have to be married?" Aegon questioned. "To have a baby?"

"Yes." Blyana agreed immediately.

"Really?"

"Yes, that is important. When you are older, you need to find a good girl for yourself and make sure you marry her if you love her. Make sure she loves you too, thats very important." Blyana didnt know why she felt the need to explain such things to a child of Aegons little age but after her talk with Alicent it made her think, made her know that Viserys, although he probably didnt see it that way, he was raping her little sister. He was hurting her, for heirs, nothing more.

"Amah?"

"You have to be married, yes." Blyana simplified. "Goodnight honey, I'm sorry that was a weird bedtime story." Aegon nodded in agreement.

"Lady Blyana." She jumped at the deep gruff voice.

"Oh, hello Ser Harwin." She answered sheepishly. "Goodnight, Ser Harwin."

"Are you alright?" Harwin questioned falling into step behind her.

"Yes, just not a fan of the dark or rather the shadows in the dark... makes it seem like... well, you know." Blyana shrugged and Harwin nodded in agreement.

"I can walk you back." Harwin offered.

"Oh, thats really sweet but you dont need to." Blyana assured. "I'm sure you have more important things to worry about then me."

"It's not a problem." Harwin corrected.

"Then yes. Thank you, that would be nice." Blyana agreed and they walked in silence the rest of the way.

"Brother?" Larys questioned when he saw them together, his mind raced with doubt and worry and anger. Harwin could have anyone, Larys found a wonderful woman that he loved and knew liked him back and Harwin was going to swoop in and steal it from him? Steal his happiness?

"Larys," Blyana coed. "Were you looking for me?" Blyana stepped away from Harwin and grabbed to Larys hand and all worries faded, Harwin chuckled as he turned to leave.

"I... yes. I was looking for you. I found a book you might like." Larys agreed.

"Yeah? Wonderful. Where is it?" Blyana questioned looking at his opposite hand.

"I was so excited to show you I must have forgotten it." Larys offered.

"Oh Larys, if you want to see me, you dont need an excuse. I'm happy to see you." Blyana assured.

"Really?"

"Really, come in and tell me of this made up book so you have an excuse to stay." Blyana agreed.

"It's not made up." Larys corrected as he followed her in.

"No?"

"Maybe, but I will find a good book for you." Larys assured. "What were you doing with Harwin? Was he bothering you? Because I-" Blyana silenced him with a kiss. A shy smile on her lips as she pulled back.

"I dont care for your brother I like you." Blyana assured and Larys held her closer.

Blyana wanted to go home for her name day but after Aemond getting sick and then Larys and Alicent making her name day feel the most special she went home the next moon. Larys accompanied a newly pregnant Alicent and a completely giddy Blyana back home. Along with ser Criston of course.