Lane watches as I vomit into a trash can.
"The morning sickness has started?"
I nod slightly since I'm still heaving.
He yanks me up by my hair.
"Please- please put me down!"
He throws me into the floor as I sob.
He starts to kicks me in the legs and then in between.
I wake up screaming whilst clutching my bump
"Sh hey I've got you...you're safe"
She holds me as I sob.
I take a couple of deep breaths then I get up.
I get dressed then I go downstairs.
I take my pregnancy vitamin and then I eat.
JJ gets the kids up.
I feel the babies kick me hardly as I eat.
I get the kids breakfast ready and then they eat it as JJ eats it too
"My parents want to have the kids for a couple of nights"
JJ whispers
"Yeah okay"
I nod as I spoon feed Grayson.
"I'll go pack them some bags and then I'll drop them off"
"Okay"
She packs their bags as i change their diapers.
She packs them into the car as I watch
"Do you want to come with me?"
"No I'm okay"
"Are you sure?"
"Yes I think it would be too hard so I'd rather just stay here"
"Alright"
The minute she leaves, I rush upstairs.
I grab my blades and I cut myself.
"Act normal!"
I tell myself as I hear her car pull up.
I go back downstairs and I throw myself onto the couch.
"Hey baby"
"Hi, how's your parents?"
"They're good thanks"
There's an awkward silence.
I get up and go to the bathroom
She watches as I go.
I pull back up my pants and I flush the toilet.
I wash my hands
I look at the baby monitor before getting into my pyjamas.
The kids are all sleeping so I don't check on them.
I lie down in bed
"Remember wake me if you have a nightmare baby"
"Oh okay"
"I love you"
She kisses me
"I love you more"
I turn off my lamp and I put my head on the pillow
YOU ARE READING
Psycho Killer
FanfictionSequel to Is This Love? A man walks the streets killing women. Will the BAU team be able to catch him before one of their one is grasped by the killers evil clutches? JJ and Emily are married with three kids
