ARE YOU WORTH IT (intersex)

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The girl rose up pulling down her skirt while the woman hurried up and pulled up her trousers

"You aren't supposed to be in here!" the woman behind the girl shouted at me. It took me longer than it should have to fully process what was happening.

"shit. I'm so sorry i was looking for the bathroom i didn't-"

"Well It's not in here!" the woman behind the other girl shouted again cutting me off

"right..." I stepped back, closing the door. What the actual fuck did i just witness, A girl bent over as another girl took her from behind?.

I quietly sat back in my seat as the professor gave his lecture. I never found the bathroom by the way. I didnt wanna go barging into any more unexpected surprises. Its my first week and ive not only managed to be unprepared for how fucking boring this class is but ive also managed to stumble across an unpleasant image that has been engraved in my head.

"Stephanie" the professor called me out

I cleared my vision to him "steph, please call me steph" i let out. As long as I've been alive it always catches me off guard when anyone refers to me as stephanie. The dumbest name on earth. All the celebrities have unique names. My mom must've known I'd be just another random person to give me such a stupid, bland name like stephanie.

"Steph.." he agitatedly corrected himself  "Your wanted in the counselor's office please take your things with you"

Some students turned to look at me, I mean the way he worded it I would've looked at me to. "okay.." I slowly stood up, grabbed my things and headed to the door.

Eventually I made my way through one building to the other I approached the door but stood hesitant to open it so i took a deep breath and knocked

"Enter" I heard a shallow voice from the other side. I slowly opened the door stepping in. "take a seat" the counselor softly spoke. I stiffly walked towards the seat in front of her desk. "Do you know why you're here?"

"I don't think so" I mumbled, shifting my eyes to my shoes. After a couple of seconds She stood up and walked over to the partially cracked door, closing and locking it

I turned to face her "What the hell are you doing?" I desperately asked. The sound of her shoes echoed, the silent room as she approached my chair. her warm presence was now standing behind me. I moved up in my seat but she pulled me back in the chair. She leaned down whispering in my ear "You saw something you shouldn't have," she spoke slowly, Sounding out every syllable. It was intimidating, but I couldn't help but feel seduced.

I sat back up "I don't know what you're talking about" I let out. She came around the chair and fell to her knees In front of me. her hands grabbed the arm of the chair as she leaned in causing me to sit back in my seat. Her emerald eyes shifted from one eye to the other then down to my lips and back up to my eyes hypnotized by the small act I do the same.

Her eyes narrowed "sure you do."

The quick image of her hands wrapped around that girl she had bent over the desk flooded my mind. I quickly closed my eyes trying to avoid it.

But I couldn't

I opened my eyes and let out a slight sigh "fine" I mumbled through gritted teeth. her eyes sharpened piercing mine with an unsatisfied look. she moved back, seeming disappointed. I sat up to reassure her "I won't say anything if that's what you're worried about"

"You expect me to trust that you'll keep your mouth closed?"

"Yes! Exactly" i pleaded.

She stood up "No." she turned around and began searching for some papers on her desk "what your gonna do is sign a nda."

"A what?" i stood up tall but stood shorter than her. "No. I'm not signing anything are you crazy?" She turned to face me, looking down at me with no emotion. Her index finger crept to my chin tilting my head up.

"You can go over these papers if you want but by tomorrow I expect them to be signed. Understand?" I swallowed the lump in my throat and nodded. she removed her hand from my chin and turned back around to her desk. "You can show yourself out" she extended her arm with a hand full of papers refusing to look at me. I snatched them, leaving the second I could.