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~LETTER~

Dear Soulmate,

Ignore the mess I wrote last time. I just re-read it and I feel so foolish. You might be finding me insane as well. Do you have any doubt that I am twenty-one years old? I know...I too doubted myself on reading it.

I assure you. I am not that immature in real life. If you ever meet me, you will consider me very mature, serious, boring kind of a girl, a person who is mostly invisible to others. Not that I am complaining. I often enjoyed not getting attention from the crowd around me.

But there are moments when I crave for attention, I want to feel my presence is valued. There is at least one person in the universe that would be affected if I suddenly disappear from the world. I am aware that Amma and Tina loves me and they will be badly affected but apart from them I have not made a single connection.

Does it mean that something is wrong with me? Why I don't hold value in others' life? Do I shove them away? I act distant from others. Tina can simply make friends but it never came easily to me. I hate it when people consider me inferior to Tina.

I hate it that I envy Tina's social skills. I wish I was anything like her maybe than you wouldn't be hiding from me. Maybe you too dislike my existence.

Today I am in a sulky mood please bare with me...

Your moody,

Shona

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