THE FORGOTTEN MEMORIES [Jay Fanfic]

CHAPTER 8

*Present

I immediately took my keys and drove to the hospital, Wala akong ibang iniisip ngayon kung hindi si Jay lang. I kept praying and praying na sana walang mangyareng masama sa kanya. Hindi ko kakayanin kapag nawala siya sakin.

Nang makarating ako dali dali akong pumunta sa emergency room, I saw jay's parents outside waiting for the doctor. I walked towards them with tears in my eyes, as soon as his mother saw me she run to me and hugged me tight. She was crying so hard.

"H-how is h-he po?" I asked stopping my tears from falling.

"Hindi pa lumalabas yung doctor so wala pa kaming balita" His dad said, I closed my eyes calming myself. Baka mag break down nalang ako bigla.

I called our friends and agad naman silang nagpuntahan, Si hee nakapang work pa halatang galing pa sa work. Si sunoo naman nakapangtulog na but still they all went here when I told them the news.

Hee went to me and hugged me tight, There I cried again. I buried my face on his chest while he's patting my back.

"He'll be fine" He said trying to comfort me. "Stop crying, Jay won't be happy seeing you like this" He said. I wiped my tears and tried my best to smile.

"Kaya niya yan, Si jay yan remember". jake said. Maya maya lang lumabas na yung doctor, agad naman kaming lumapit para alamin kung anong lagay niya.

"He's stable now but I'm really sorry to say this but the patient suffered from head trauma so It won't be a surprised that he'll be in a coma" He said. Muntik nang himatayin si tita luckily Sunghoon and tito caught her.

Habang ako, hindi ko alam kung anong irereact ko. Gusto kong umiyak pero parang wala na akong mailabas. Hee held my hand when he noticed I was shaking.

"You can see him now, For now hindi pa namin alam kung kelan siya magigising but ipagpray niyo nalang na magising din siya agad" After nun umalis na yung doctor.

Sumama ang pakiramdam ni tita kaya dinala muna siya sa nurse to check on her.

"Pasok ka na, I'm sure ikaw ang una niyang gustong makita" Jungwon said and they opened the door for me. I went inside and slowly walked towards him. I saw him lying in that bed looking lifeless, He was sleeping peacefully. His body was full of bruises, I couldn't help but to burst out in tears seeing him in this state.

"Gising ka na love, andito na ako" I said holding his hand. "Look oh, suot ko yung ring na ibibigay mo sakin ngayon" I said and showed him my finger, inabot sakin to nila tita kanina and sabi nila according to the police when they found Jay he was holding this ring on his hands.

I caressed his face, gwapo ka parin kahit puro ka pasa.

It's been a week and still nothing change, he's still in that bed sleeping.  Ayoko sana umalis sa tabi niya but the boys told me na kailangan ko rin magpahinga and magwork. They were right naman, Kung gising si Jay he would be really mad if malaman niya yung ginagawa ko so sinunod ko nalang sila.

Even if I had no strength to go to work I still do, for Jay. We agreed to take turns sa pagbantay sa kanya including his parents. 2 beses lang ako sa isang linggo hindi nagbabantay sa kanya dahil ang gusto ko nasa tabi niya lang ako palagi.

I was lying alone in our bed, Naiyak naman ako wishing he was here next to me hugging me tightly.

*Flashback

"You smells so good love" He said as he buried his face on my neck sniffing my perfume.

"Cuddle na love" he said as I finished my work, I walked towards him smiling and layed down on his arms while hugging him.

*Present

I couldn't help but to longed for him. I took his pillow and hug it tight thinking it was him, its smells just like him. I also remember our first ever big fight on our 2nd year together.

*Flashback

"Love i told you, Stacey was just a co-worker" He said following me. I saw him having dinner with that girl and kung makakapit sa kanya akala mo boyfriend niya. Edi magsama sila, kaya pala hindi ako sinundo sa work kasi may ibang kasama.

"Stop lying to me Jay!! That girl obviously likes you! Kaya pala hindi mo ako sinundo because you're too busy having dinner with that woman!" I said yelling at him.

"Love I told you kasama namin boss namin, Nauna lang umuwi since nagkaron ng emergency sa house nila kaya naiwan kami ni Stacey dun" He said softly trying to explain himself.

"I don't know Jay, I don't know if you're telling the truth. Just leave me alone please" I said and walked out of our house. Hindi na niya ako sinundan, I just heard him let out a heavy sigh bago ako makalabas ng pinto.

I don't even know where to go kaya tinawagan ko si hee to hang out. I need someone to talk to.

"Nagaway kayo dahil dun?" Tanong niya.

"Actually, Ako ang nang away. Hindi naman siya nakikipagaway e. Hindi nga nagagalit kahit sinisigawan ko na e" I said drinking a can of beer. Heeseung sighed.

"You're being immature y/n, you should have hear him first. You know to yourself na kahit may lumandi pa kay Jay diyan hindi ka niya ipagpapalit dun" I called him para damayan ako hindi para sermonan.

"Bakit moko sinesermonan? Ha?!" Umiling nalang si hee at uminom sa beer niya. Did I go too far? Naging oa ba ako? Nagseselos lang naman ako e.

Ayoko kasi yung nakita kong kinilos nung babae kanina, It was like she's harassing Jay. And mas lalo akong nainis nung nakita kong hindi manlang nagreact si Jay or pinatigil yung girl sa ginagawa sa kanya.

Hinatid lang ako ni hee pabalik sa bahay namin.

"Settle it with him, learn to hear the other side of the story. Not just basing on what you see" He said before droving away.

I went inside and saw him sitting on the couch. When he saw me, tumayo kaagad siya at lumapit sakin looking worried.

"Where were you love? Kung saan saan kita hinanap, I was worried" He said and tried to touch me pero umiwas ako. Hindi ko siya pinansin at dumiretso sa kwarto namin at naglock ng pinto.

I heard him gently knocking on the door.

"Love please don't be like this, open the door so we could talk. Don't be mad please" Nakaupo lang ako sa dulo ng bed habang umiiyak. I felt guilty.

He knocked again not giving up.

"Love please talk to me, open the door please. Let's not sleep like this" Pagmamakaawa niya. "If you want I'll resign tomorrow para hindi ka na nagiisip ng kung ano ano. I don't want to see you hurting"

I opened the door looking at him, he was surprise at first but then it was replaced with a smile. I threw myself on him and buried my face on his chest.

"I'm sorry, I was just jealous" I said, He made me faced him and he held my cheeks caressing it.

"Why would you be? You're the only girl I have in my heart. No one could ever replace you. You have nothing to be jealous of because I will never leave you. Okay?" He said and kissed me on the lips.

*Present

I couldn't help but to smile remembering that day, ever since that happened he kept giving me assurances for me not to overthink that much and that's what I love about him.

He was too careful not to hurt me and I'm so lucky to have him in my life, Kaya I really hope na magising na siya. I missed him so much, I miss his cuddles, his kiss, his food. I miss everything about him.

After crying for an hour nakatulog na rin ako ng mahimbing habang suot suot ang damit niya and yakap yakap ang unan niya.