THE FORGOTTEN MEMORIES [Jay Fanfic]

CHAPTER 18

Nasa hospital parin ako ngayon dahil according to the doctor hindi pako pwede umuwi since mahina pa ang katawan ko at maraming nawalang dugo sakin.

Everyday my friends would visit me even Jay's parents came to check on me. But Jay never came, not even once. I was slowly losing hope that things could still work between us.

Hindi ako makatulog kaya naupo muna ako at nagbasa ng book while drinking some water. It's already 11pm and I only have Sunoo here with me who's already sleeping in the couch.

I was busy in my own world nang mapansin kong medyo nakabukas ang pinto and saw someone peeking through it. Unang kita ko palang alam ko na kung sino yun kaya dali dali akong tumayo para puntahan siya.

He suddenly closed the door and pagkabukas ko wala nang tao. I looked around the hallway pero nurse lang ang nakita ko.

"Excuse me, Have you seen a tall man here?" I asked but she says she didn't see anyone here. I stayed in the door for a couple of secs hoping he would come back.

"Jay....." Bulong ko sa sarili ko, I'm hundred percent sure that's Jay, I know every features of him. I know his body type, I know everything about him. Kaya hindi ako pwedeng magkamali.

"Ano ginagawa mo diyan?" I was startled by Sunoo's voice and saw him standing behind me.

"I saw Jay" I said still looking around the hallway.

"Huh? Baka nanaginip ka lang. Halika na dito matulog ka na, sabi ng doctor dapat nagpapahinga ka" He said and assist me back to my bed.

Jay my love I know it's you.

Jay's Pov

I went down and saw my mom crying in the living room kaya agad akong lumapit sa kanya habang nagaalala.

"Why are you crying?" Tanong ko at naupo sa tabi niya. She looked at me and I saw disappointment in her eyes.

"I felt bad for y/n, She was going through a lot. She even decided to end her life because of how much she loves you" I actually felt bad when I heard about her that she almost die.

What if she really is my real girlfriend that I forget about?

"Sorry mom, It's my fault" I said, she looked at me and held my cheeks.

"Hindi mo kasalanan anak o ni y/n, But please son. Just once, go visit her" She said.

And I did what my mom said, nung gabing yun bumyahe ako papunta sa hospital kung nasaan siya. I asked the nurse for her room number.

Nakatayo ako sa harap ng pinto hesitating to go inside, I don't know how to face her or talk to her. It would be too awkward for me.

I slowly opened the door and peeked through it and saw her sitting in her bed while reading a book. Suddenly a memory flashed through my mind but it wasn't clear enough for me recall it.

It was a figure of a woman running towards me but I can't see her face. I was startled nang tumingin siya sakin at kita ko ang gulat sa mga mata niya.

Agad kong sinara ang pinto nang makita siyang naglalakad papunta sakin, I started running away for her not to see me. I peeked through the wall and saw her looking around the hallway obviously looking for me.

I'm sorry I can't face you yet, not until I recover all my memories with you.

I went home and layed down on my bed still thinking about the memory I remembered. Sino yung babae? Siya ba yun? Bakit hindi ko maaninag?