THE FORGOTTEN MEMORIES [Jay Fanfic]

CHAPTER 14

It's been a month since Jay woked up, still magdamag ka lang umiiyak longing for him. You had no update from him since then, always ka parin minemessage ng friends niyo to check on you.

You always check Jay's social medias hoping he brought back all your pictures together pero wala parin. Mas lalo pang nadadagdagan ng pictures nila, they look so happy.

He look so happy.

Nakaupo ka sa bed mo umiinom ng tubig, yesterday morning pa ang huling kain mo. Your eyes are still swollen from crying last night nang makarinig ka nang katok coming from the front door.

Kilala mo na agad kung sino ang nandiyan so this time you decided to open the door for them, naaawa ka na rin kasi halos everyday silang bumibisita sayo pero hindi mo sila pinagbubuksan.

You opened the door and you were right, It was your friends standing infront of you. The look on their faces really showed how worried they are.

"Y/n...." Sunoo said and went to you for a hug. I hugged him back and force a weak smile.

"Dinalhan ka namin ng mga paborito mo oh, chocolates to comfort you?" jake said showing a bunch of plastic bags filled with different kind of foods.

Pinapasok mo sila sa loob and they were surprised at how messy your house is. Knowing you and Jay, laging malinis ang bahay niyo dahil pareho kayong malinis at ayaw na magulo. But this time sobrang kalat dahil wala kang time at wala kang gana maglinis.

"Ano bang ginagawa mo?" Jungwon said and started cleaning up. Tumulong rin si niki at sunoo habang si Jake at sunghoon naman dumiretso sa kusina para ayusin ang mga pagkain na dinala nila.

Hinugasan na rin nila yung pinagkainan mo kahapon dahil di mo nahugasan sa sobrang sama rin ng pakiramdam mo.

"You looked pale, inaalagaan mo pa ba sarili mo?" Hee said pero di mo pinansin ang sinabi niya.

"Bakit kayo nandito?" Tanong ko kahit na alam ko naman kung bakit.

"We have news for you" Jungwon said habang nagliligpit ng kalat. You raised your brow waiting for him to talk pero si sunghoon na ang nagtuloy pagbalik niya galing kusina.

"Unti unti nang bumabalik ang memories ni Jay" He said that made you feel a little bit of happiness. "He now remember heeseung and jake" Dagdag niya.

There was a feeling in you na sana naaalala ka na rin niya, you were hoping so much for them to tell you na kilala ka na niya ulit.

"Ako? Na-naaalala na ba niya a-ako?" Tanong mo.

"Not yet, but soon okay?" You felt very disappointed and broken. "So hang in there, be strong pls" Hee added.

I just gave him a bitter smile, of course he still doesnt. May pag asa pa kayang maalala niya ako? O sadyang naghihintay nalang ako sa wala.

Pagod na pagod na ako pero kinakaya ko para sa kanya, lahat tinitiis ko dahil mahal ko siya. Mahal na mahal.

"Kamusta na siya?" You asked habang sabay sabay kayong kumakain, Jake cooked something for you to eat at sabi mo sa kanila sabayan ka na nila dahil wala kang gana pag magisa.

"Okay naman siya, ayun he's still with her" Jungwon answered. I know, Halos everyday ko nakikita ang new posts ni Jay with her and it kills me inside.

"That wench was taking advantage to Jay's condition" I couldn't help but to let out a small laugh hearing Sunoo call Andrea a wench. This sassy boy.

Saba sabay silang tumingin sakin sa gulat na tumawa ako.

"You should bring that beautiful smile of yours y/n" Jake said. Paano? Pano ako magiging masaya at ngingiti kung ang sarili kong kaligayahan ay naging kaligayahan na ng iba.

"Okay lang, As long as Jay's happy. Kung si Andrea ang nagpapasaya sa kanya ngayon then I'm willing to take all the pain kahit na masakit sobra basta masaya siya" You said smiling, ngiti na puno ng sakit.

"Y/n...." Niki said trying to stop himself from crying.

"Nandito lang ako maghihintay sa kanya" I know someday he will come home and be with me again. Because like what his mom said, love will find its way home.

Suddenly the boys went to you and gave you a group hug, You were so happy having them by your side. They never get tired of you kahit na mas kaibigan naman nila si Jay still they're here with you.

"Matatapos din lahat to" Sunghoon said gently stroking your hair.

I hope so too. Kasi napapagod na ako.

The whole day they never left you, sinamahan ka lang nila hanggang gabi. Pinagluto ka ni Jay nang mga pwede mong kainin kinabukasan. Pinagaan nila ang loob mo kahit sa isang araw lang, naging masaya ka ulit.

Nakaupo ka sa sofa habang nanonood ng movie sa tv para malibang ko when you received a text from Jay's mom.

[Hi sweetie, Can you come here tonight? Your tito and I want to have dinner with you together with Jay. I hope you'll come, we miss you]

Agad kang nagreply ng sagot dahil nagdadalawang isip ka pumunta baka hindi magustuhan ni Jay ang presensiya mo.

[Hi tita, thank you for inviting me pero is it okay with Jay po ba? I don't want him to feel uncomfortable po around me]

She replied back that made you really come to their house.

[It was me inviting you to my house, don't mind Jay sweetie. Miss ka na namin and also I want to see you]

She really is the sweetest, She acts like my own mother.

Nagasikaso ka na at nagsuot lang ng tshirt ni Jay and maong shorts to make you feel comfy. Nang matapos ka na agad kang pumunta sa bahay ng parents ni Jay.

I was so happy that finally I will able to see him again, I badly wanna see him. Miss na miss ko na siya.

When you arrived agad kang sinalubong nang yakap ng mommy ni Jay.

"How are you honey? Are you doing okay? Are you taking care of yourself?" She said as she was checking you to see if you're okay.

She was so worried, you couldn't help but to smile. I wish my mom was here too so I can lean on her right now. Hindi talaga nila ako tinuring na iba, they really welcomed me openly to their family that's why I reall love them so much.

"I'm okay po....maybe?" You said and let out a bitterly smile. She let out a heavy sigh and hugged you again.