THE FORGOTTEN MEMORIES [Jay Fanfic]

CHAPTER 23

Y/n's Pov

I continued packing and not a min after I finished everything. I already got changed so I'm ready to go. I pulled my luggages with me to the living room, I roam my eyes around looking our house for one last time.

"Goodbye love...." I whispered, I can feel my tears building up again. I should stop crying now, it'll be over. I need to focus on my new journey, alone.

I continued walking and when I opened the front door. A familiar figure was standing infront of me.

I widen my eyes couldn't believe what I'm seeing right now. Is this true? Am I dreaming?

"Jay?" I said, he looked at me and our eyes met. The moment our eyes laid on each other that's when I've thought I will never ever moved on from this man.

I notice how his tears build up on his eyes, He walked towards me and threw himself for a hug. He was hugging me so tight resting his face on my shoulder.

I could feel how it's getting wet from his tears, of course I hugged him back. I will never miss this chance.

"I'm sorry...." He said sobbing so hard, What's wrong with him? Why's he crying? Does he.....

"I-I'm sorry it took me this long to remember you love.....I'm sorry I've hurted you. I was a jerk, I'm so sorry love" He said still crying. That's when my tears streamed down from my eyes.

I cried with him, I can't believe it. I don't even know what to say, I was so shock. I'm having mixed emotions right now, after almost a year of longing for him he finally remembers me now.

My long wait is finally over. He broke the hug and looked at me straight in the eyes, He cupped my cheeks wiping my tears away using his thumb.

"Please tell me I'm not dreaming, If this is a dream please don't ever wake me up" I said sobbing so hard.

"Shhh...This is not a dream love. I am real, this is real. I love you so much love, I'm sorry I forget about you" He said caressing my cheeks.

I'm just looking straight in his eyes, I still can't process in my mind whatever is happening right now.

"Please don't leave me love, I'll do anything to make it up to you. I will do anything to take all the pain I've cause you. Just please....Just don't give up on me" He said crying again as he saw my luggages on my side.

I couldn't help myself but to cry even more, I was waiting for this moment. I thought this will never happen, I thought I will never have him back again.

I already accepted the fact that what we have is over now but here he is, standing infront of me.

I threw myself to him and hugged him tight, I missed this. I can't explain how happy I am right now. I hugged him so tight that I didn't ever wanna let go.

"You being here is enough love" I said that made him smile.

"What did I do to deserve you?" He said, I placed my hand on his cheek and slowly caressed it.

"I thought I've lost you for good, I was so devastated and depressed. But now that you're here, It feels like I wasn't hurt at all. All the pain just flew away just by seeing your face" I said.

My love for him is unconditional, I couldn't even imagine myself living my life without him on it. He's my home, my safe place, my life and my world.

"You know how much I love you right? You know even If I kept forgetting you, you'll aways be here" He said pointing at his heart. I couldn't help but to let out a smile.

"I know and that's what kept me to survive the pain this long" I said. "Thank you for remembering me love, you don't know how much I've waited for this moment to happen.  I missed you so so much even if it hurts every single day" I felt my tears building up again.

I just couldn't help my emotions, I'm feeling too overwhelmed right now. I'm so happy that I wanted to just cry and cry.

He cupped my cheeks and slowly planted a kiss on my forehead. It feels so good.

"I'm home now my love and I will never leave you again. I promise" He said caressing my cheeks.

"I love you Jay, I love you so much" I said hugging him again. He stroke my hair and kissed my cheeks.

"I love you love" He said and slowly kissed me passionately. A kiss that is full of love, A kiss that I will forever cherish.

As expected I cancelled mt flight that night, what's the purpose of leaving if the reason I wanted to be away is finally home now.

The whole night we cuddled and stayed with each other. I also felt how much he missed me, we are laying on our bed just staring at each other.

"That ring looks good on you love, I know it perfectly fits on you" He said noticing the ring he bought for you.

"Thank you for this love" I said staring at the diamond ring on my hand. Jay suddenly held my hands.

"Don't worry, I will propose to you in a very memorable way. I'll buy you a new ring" He said that made me chuckle.

"You don't have to love, This ring is memorable to me already. I want this" I said.

"That ring is carrying a tragic memory, let me buy you a new one for a proper proposal" I just agreed with him because I know he will never stop insisting it.

Now I can finally go back to my old self, I can finally smile again. I have my strength with me now.

I never regret waiting for him, I never regret any of the things that had happened. Because he's worth waiting for, even If how much pain I need to endure. I have no regrets.

Because Jay is the man you're willing to fight for against the world.