THE FORGOTTEN MEMORIES [Jay Fanfic]

CHAPTER 17

I slowly opened my eyes and a very bright room welcomed my eyes. I looked around and realize na nakahiga ako sa hospital bed. I roamed my eyes around the room and saw them 6 beside my bed.

Agad nila akong nilapitan nang mapansin nilang gising na ako at kita mo sa mga mata nila ang matinding pagaalala. Pero pilit kong nililibot ang paningin ko umaasang nandito ang taong gusto kong makita.

"Y/n, kamusta ka? Okay ka lang? Ano nararamdaman mo?" Sunod sunod na tanong ni Sunoo. I tried moving my body but I felt pain on my left wrist, I looked at it and saw a bandage wrapped around it.

I still survive huh.

"ARE YOU CRAZY?! BAKIT MO GINAWA YUN?!" Lahat kami nagulat sa biglang pagsigaw ni Heeseung. Galit ba siya? Bakit siya galit?

"Wag kang sumigaw hee" Nanghihina kong sabi but he just looked and saw the madness in his eyes.

"PAANO AKO DI SISIGAW? HA?!" you closed your eyes trying to calm yourself.

"Hee wag" Jake said trying to calm Hee down. "She just woke up" dagdag niya.

"NO JAKE! SHE ALMOST DIE! JUNGWON SAW HER BARELY BREATHING!!" Everyone was trying to calm hee down but he don't listen to anyone.

"I'm fine...." Mahinahong sambit ko.

"DO YOU REALLY WANNA DIE?! HUH?!" I looked away stopping myself from busting out. "WHAT ABOUT US?! WHAT ABOUT JAY?!" Thats it.

I looked at him with tears in my eyes.

"YES, I DO WANNA DIE!!" Sagot ko. Silence filled the room, they were all shocked and wasn't able to speak.

"Wag kang magsalita ng ganyan y/n please" Sunghoon softly said.

"What's the point of living if Jay doesn't even remember me?! I don't even know if he'll ever do!! I was in so much pain that I wanna die" I said sobbing so hard. "I-i'm hurting hee...."

They were all looking away trying to stop themselves from crying with me.

"Nasasaktan din ako....I-it was too much for me" I said wiping my tears but it just keeps flowing down. "I just...I want him back"

Lumapit sakin si Niki at niyakap ako ng mahigpit, comforting me. Ganon din si Sunoo habang pinupunasan ang mga luhang patuloy na umaagos mula sa mga mata ko.

Meanwhile I looked at hee at bigla nalang siyang lumabas nang kwarto, Jake followed him. I let out a heavy sigh.

"Alam mo namang nagaalala lang kami sayo diba?" Sunoo said and I nod my head.

"Akala namin mawawala ka na samin" Niki said with tears in his eyes.

I thought it would make me feel better, I thought it's the only way I won't be able to feel any pain. I thought doing it was for the best that I become selfish and didn't think what would the people love me would feel If I'm gone.

Jake's Pov

I followed hee pagkalabas niya ng kwarto ni y/n dahil may pakiramdam ako na pupuntahan niya si Jay. 

"Hee san ka pupunta?" Tanong ko habang naglalakad siya sa parking, Ang bilis niya maglakad at ako sunod lang nang sunod sa kanya.

"Go back in Jake" He coldly said, I run towards him trying to stop him.

"Don't do it" I sad but I saw only anger thru his eyes.

"Don't even try to stop me again Jake, I've had enough" He said and went inside his car. Agad din akong sumakay sa kotse ko at sinundan siya and I was right he went to Jay.