66. Neil's feelings

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Neil looked deep in her eyes. This time he felt neither nervousness nor any kind of hesitance nor any fear of the past.

Dehleez pe mere dil ki
Jo rakhe hain tune kadam

Neil: Mini..... Tumse milne se pehle shayad me apne aap se bhi nahi mila tha.... bhatak raha tha shayad..... my soul was all chaotic... mujhe pata hi nahi tha jaise ki khushi kya hoti hai.... par jab se tum mili ho na Mini... I am changed for better....

Tere naam pe meri zindagi
Likh di mere humdum

Neil: Tumhe dekhke I get a new hope... to smile.. to be happy.... to live... to love... to be myself again....

(Mini smiled. Neil kept his palm on her cheek, cupping her face lightly.)

Haan seekha maine jeena jeena kaise jeena
Haan seekha maine jeena mere humdum

Neil: Tumse ladna... tumhe pareshan karna... phir tumhe manaana... tumhe khush karna.... yeh sab se mujhe alag hi sukoon... khushi.... rahat.... jo kehlo vo mil jaata hai... accha lagta hai mujhe tumhe khush dekhna..... isse mujhe tumhare mere saath hone ka ehsaas hota hai.. 

Na seekha kabhi jeena jeena kaise jeena
Na seekha jeena tere bina humdum

Neil: When I was wandering in this whole big world.... I was just trying to find the peace I needed..... I got it in you.... Me tumhare saamne dil khol ke has sakta hu..... ro sakta hu.... bol sakta hu.....

Mini was looking at him lovingly. Neil kept his hand on her shoulder.

Dehleez pe mere dil ki
Jo rakhe hain tune kadam

Neil: I never got anyone's trust in life..... You gave yours.... U trusted me.... You had trust in me.... you have faith in me...

Mini kept her hand on his cheek lovingly.

Tere naam pe meri zindagi
Likh di mere humdum

Neil: Mini.... maine kabhi socha hi nahi tha... achanak se koi meri iss rukhi sukhi feeki si life me... itne flavours add kar degi... mujhe bhi koi itna pyaar karne wali milegi... jitna maine kabhi imagine bhi nahi kiya hoga... 

Haan sikha maine jeena jeena kaise jeena
Haan sikha maine jeena, mere humdum

Neil: Tum nahi jaanti Mini ki tum kya ho mere liye... Tum vo ho jisne mujhe pyaar ka sahi matlab sikhaya hai... Tum vo ho jisne mere dil ke purane zakhmo pe apne pyaar ka marham lagaya hai...  Tumne un saalon se reeste hue zakhmo ko bhar diya hai Mini.... 

Na sikha kabhi jeena jeena kaise jeena
Na sikha jeena tere bina humdum

Neil: Tum meri vo hope ho jiske liye hi main saalon se apni zindagi kisi tarah guzaarne ki koshish kar raha tha..... Tumhari vajah se hi meri feeki si zindagi me zayka aaya hai Mini.... 

Sacchi si hain yeh taareefein
Dil se jo maine kari hain

Neil: You gave me the support I longed for....you were with me in hardest of the storms....and I know if these weren't....then you will be with me in the ones which will be....

Mini nodded....

Sacchi si hain yeh taareefein
Dil se jo maine kari hain

Neil: Meri iss banjaare si rooh ko ghar mila hai tumme, you are the shelter of my chaotic soul, I had found my peace and affinity in you..... You complete me....

Jo tu mila to saji hain
Duniya meri humdum

Neil: Tumhare kadmo ke meri zindagi me padte hi jaise... black and white si meri zindagi me colours aa gaye hai...Tumne meri bikhri hui si life ko apne pyaar se sameta hai Mini... Mujhe toot ke bikharne se bachaya hai... 

Mini was smiling whole heartedly

O aasma mila zameen ko meri
Aadhe aadhe poore hain hum

Neil: You have filled the missing void of love which I have felt from ever... when you are with me....I don't have anything to ask for..... Meri zindagi ban gayi ho ab tum....

Tere naam pe meri zindagi
Likh di mere humdum

Neil: So yes....I want to hold your hand for the rest of my life.....not to show the world that you are mine.....just to show it to you.... that I'm yours....ever after....I'm just yours....

Haan seekha maine jeena jeena, kaise jeena
Haan seekha maine jeena, mere humdum

Neil: You said it right....love is an emotion towards a single person in the whole world.... so yes.... for me "LOVE IS YOU".

Na seekha kabhi jeena jeena kaise jeena
Na seekha jeena tere bina humdum

Holding each other's hands, They bent forward and their forehead met. Tears of joy rolled down their eyes and they were smiling brightly, looking in each other's deep orbs feeling the love they had for each other. 

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