burning bibles ; phan [COMPLETED]

♡ dug out ♡

tw: sexual acts

phil

i stumbled toward dan and grabbed his hand, it took him by surprise.

"dan!" i yelled, i was so drunk. i couldn't feel my feet underneath me. i was pretty sure i was floating.

"phil!" dan yelped with the cigarette hanging out of his mouth.

"come on!" i yelled and pulled his hand down the street.

"phil!" dan yelled but it sounded more like a whisper, "what are you doing?"

"please dan," i didn't look back, i just kept stumbling down the sidewalk. it was still so dark, i couldn't barely see being wasted and the sparse street lights.

dan dragged along, still holding my hand as i wobbled down the street.

"baby, come on, what's going on," dan groaned behind me. i ignored him and turned back on to walnut avenue, and here was the park. i walked into the grass and walked down towards the baseball field. it was darker.

i took dan into the first dug out, a gray concrete shelter, the one first closest to the road. i felt this was the perfect place, we were completely covered since the window and entrance of the dug out was facing the fields and trees, not the street. honestly i had come here at night to just be by myself and have no one see me if i felt like mother was watching me in the cemetery. this was the perfect place for dan and i right now.

"alright phil, you have to tell me what's going on," dan said, out of breath and looking annoyed as we walked into the dug out. it was cold and dark. orange leaves covered the stoney ground and crunched beneath our feet as we walked in.

i couldn't help but stare at him for a moment, he was a strong yet a fragile boy, the boy whom i loved. he had always been perfect no matter what anyone said about the tattoos on his arms or the wild wavy hair he had, the way he would talk to adults because he really didn't give a fuck. i loved it all, he was so strong in that way. and now he was truly mine.

"dan, oh my god, i am so in love with you," i kept walking towards him, gently pushing dan up against the solid wall of the dug out with the palms of my hands.

dan's face lit up immediately. i could tell he was shocked at my actions but happy at my words.

"i want you so bad, only you, you are mine dan howell," i got closer to his face. he smiled with his teeth looking like the cheshire cat from alice in wonderland.

"matty healy is...so ugly and i don't care about him at all dan! i don't ever need to speak to him again, he's not..not you. you don't have to worry about him. you are my fucking GOD dan! you saved me, im so so in love with your face and your words, and oh the things you do to me!" i could be crying right now but i kept it down. the tears pooled in my eyes still.

dan looked almost happily terrified. he was shaking. his hands grabbed my hips pulling me in closer to him.

"you've been the love of my life," i slurred, "...for years."

i was almost yelling at him. i needed him to know, to understand i wasn't going to fuck around with anyone else.

"you're mine," i whispered before leaning in to kiss him. our lips interlocked perfectly, like they were made for each other.

cinnamon boy

"and you're mine," dan whispered into the kiss, his hand moved down and grabbed my ass tightly. i jumped but smiled, dan smiled back our teeth were kissing at this point.