burning bibles ; phan [COMPLETED]

♡ love is patient ♡

tw: sexual acts

phil

i'll never forget it, he said the words. he said the words i've been trying to say for so long. when he said them my body shut down for a minute. i couldn't even say anything, i was speechless.

"phil," dan finally said when i didn't speak.

"you're lying," i stared at him, dumbfounded.

"no," he shook his head.

"you don't mean that," i was in denial.

"phil, i've been in love with you for years, i'm not lying baby. i love you," he said. the air in my lungs was knocked out of me once again. i stumbled back but dan's arm that had been around my waist caught me. when he did i just looked at him like he was knight in shining armor, which he was. dan leaned in and kissed me passionately, i enjoyed the kiss but i was still in shock.

my head felt dizzy, i stopped breathing, dan was the only thing holding me up.

"dan i,i, lo-" could i say this to him, right now? i had been holding back because i thought it wasn't time yet. you don't just tell someone you love after you have only started 'dating' for a week. it was one week from today.

dan stood there smiling at me, he seem happy i was wanting to say it back, which i did.

"dan, i um, i do too but is it too soon to say this?" i asked swallowing a lump in my throat.

dan sighed. he gently moved a piece of my hair behind my ear. i got chills.

"phil, i know what you mean. to me, it's been too long and i haven't said it."

maybe i should, it's been seven years since i fell in love with him from the moment i saw him. i had been holding these words

"this isn't real," i shook my head in disbelief.

"it's real," dan smirked again and then threw his other arm under my legs to lift me up bridal style.

"oh my god," dan carried me to the back hallways and into my bedroom. he laid me on the bed gently and climb on top of me.

"it's so real phil, my love is so fucking real," he eyes looked darker, he looked almost demonish crawling towards me, but it was magical, like i was in love with this scary dominant dan.

he placed his hands on either side of my body, his torso hovering over mine and his lower body was in between my legs. i couldn't help but wrap my legs around his hips and pull his groin area closer to mine. dan kissed me, sloppily, with tongue and spit, sucking and biting. we couldn't stop. i wanted to eat him, his cinnamon and amber smell overwhelmed me.

grinding and groaning, i was almost in heaven with dan like this. his hands were in my hair and mine were scratching my nails down his back, i had put my hands under his t-shirt to touch his bare skin.

"fuck phil," dan blurted out when we released from a kiss, he went straight to my neck, sucking and biting again.

"dan, it's not.." i was out of breath already, the feeling between my legs was overpowering me.

dan didn't let me finish my sentence, he turned back to my mouth and then his hand removed themselves from my hair and one was on my hip and the other travelled down to the bulge in my pants.

his touch over my jeans was insane, i was about say fuck it and rip all my clothes off and let him ravish me.

you can't, you need to wait, the thought popped in my head as i let out a loud moan in dan's mouth.