burning bibles ; phan [COMPLETED]

♡ lemonade ♡

phil

i woke up the next morning just how i had done before, the sunlight blinding me through the shear curtains that hung in front of the windows in dan's bedroom. this time i knew where i was. dan's arms were still wrapped around me, he was cuddling me from the back. my back was pressed against his chest, i could feel it rising and falling as he slept deeply. i felt warm and happy like this until the nausea rushed over me and my head began to ache.

dan's amber and cinnamon smell was everywhere. everything about his arms around me felt so heavenly, dan was heaven. i was nervous with dan holding me like this, his parents could walk in any second and see us. i thought about removing his arm from me and moving as far away from him as i possibly could on the bed but i truly couldn't bare to bring myself to do it. him holding me like this was all i had ever wanted. it was keeping me alive.

i slowly turn my body around i could face him. his arm wrapped around my waist pulled me tighter.

"good morning phil," his groggy voice cracked. his eyes still closed of course but a toothless smile appeared on his peach colored lips. his curly hair was a mess, but his cheeks were pink and his skin was glowing in the sunlight. his lips were plump and ever so kissable, i had to stop myself from wanting to smash mine into his.

"morning," i said quietly, honestly i just tying absorb his beauty.

"how do you feel," he asked. his eyelids fluttered open squinting at the bright sun shining in through the curtains. he looked down at me.

"nausea, headache, but i'm okay," i replied. i gave him a grin. his brown eyes looked like honey almost, they glistened in the light.

"i'm still sorry for last night," dan said looking more serious, "i don't want you to think i'm normally like that, i don't know what came over me."

"it's okay dan," i reassured him, "i told you i don't give a fuck about matty."

"i know..." he paused for a minute, "you proved it to me well."

my cheeks got hot the second i realized what he was talking about. but dan just smiled big and then planted a perfect soft kiss of my lips. i kissed him back, i didn't want him to pull away but he did.

"i should probably get you home," he said and sighed. i nodded knowing it was true.

dan and i finally pulled ourselves out of bed and got dressed. he led me down the stairs to kitchen that held his mother making breakfast.

hallie looked awake and well, her dark hair in a bun and she was wearing a floral purple dress. i could see dan all over her face, he had her soft lips and strong jaw.

"hungry phil," she asked with a big smiled as she filled a plate full of pancakes.

i nodded and said thank you. dan and i enjoyed our breakfast and then dan drove me home in the truck.

thank god the rain had stopped over dinner last night. the sky was now clear and bright blue. the sun was shining down make it feel like fall would never come.

"i'll see at school monday," dan said as we had pulled up my apartment.

"you're not going to church tomorrow," i asked? i was almost disappointed, i would give anything to see him again this weekend. even if it was only from a distance.

"i don't know baby," he sighed and reach up him push a strand of my hair behind my ear. chills ran through my body. every time he touched me like that, or called me baby, i fell in love all over again. i didn't want him to leave.