burning bibles ; phan [COMPLETED]

♡ rosary beads ♡

dan

i was a mess. after what happened at phil's house and when we came back to mine, it was all too overwhelming. i had to step away. after mom explained that she had a feeling about me being gay since i was little and she knew from the second she saw phil laying in my bed, cuddled up to my chest that first night he stayed here, i was ready to cry. she talked about how she was taught her sister that there was nothing wrong with it, and that anyone who believed in homophobia was wrong. my mom melted my heart with her kind words she said to us.

now, phil was in my bed. i had my arms wrapped around him and his back was pressed to my stomach. i couldn't help myself by kiss the back of his neck right by his ear. i felt him jolt when i did. his body pressed harder against me and i wrapped my arm tighter around him. after everything he had been through today we both just wanted to rest and relax. mother sent us up to my room when father got home. she said she was telling him i was having a friend stay over tonight and would talk to him about phil staying with us longer tomorrow.

phil body was warm against me, i felt his body raise and fall as be breathed in and out. my love for him was still growing like a weed. i stared at the nape of his black hair, were a small curl was. i kissed it gently. his legs shifted, his butt pushed on my crouch, i was worried he'd give me a boner if kept doing that.

"phil," i said quietly.

"hm?" i heard his small voice barely let out a word. he turned his head and body slightly towards me so he could look at me.

"phil," i said again with a small sigh. i could almost cry at the look of him.

"yeah?" he asked. a lump formed in my throat when i saw the purple forming under his eye. it filled my head with the horrid memories of Phil's home. but there was one thing was made me happy, the one thing that actually had be stunned beyond words.

"you know, you called me your boyfriend," i smirked at him and watched his blue eyes widen.

"y-yeah, i did," phil said back with a grin on his lips, "is that okay?"

his blue eyes blinked at me, widen and nervous.

"yes of course, i've been wanting to call you that for a while now. i just didn't know how you felt," i said. phil shifted his body closer to me, our faces inches apart.

"i've always wanted to call you my boyfriend, dan," said phil. he grinned at me with watery eyes.

"i love you phil," i blurted out. the words slipped from my tongue so fast, like there was no stopping it.

"i love you more," phil said, his pink lips smiling wider.

finally, i gave in and kissed him. i couldn't help myself. our warm lips crushed into each other and all i could smell was blueberries. his warm wet lips pushed on mine, of eyes squeezed shut. i felt our lips release from each other but our eyes were still locked. i was always so blown away by his touch and his lips. i felt his hand on my neck. when i was about to speak, phil did first.

"can i give you something?" he asked quickly.

"yeah i guess, what is it?" i questioned. he jumped up from my bed. i sat up in the bed and furrowed my brow at him as i watched him go to his bag and start rummaging through it. phil pulled out a small blue box and held it carefully in his hands.