Wasn't looking when I found you (complete)

Chapter 29 "Real Identity" (finale)

Tina's POV
Hi, I'm Christine. My real last name is Perez. I'm 22 years old. My parents are Trinity Haye and Leonard Perez. I'm a trained assassin that was grown up in the drug empire known as Cabeza de diablo.

My father is the first black man to run the head of the devil. He's twice the age of my mother. Reason being, my mom was exploited. She is Jamaican hence she was a stranger in a foreign land. She was promised a better life but instead was met with daily torture. She was often raped and beaten. Getting pregnant at 18 she didn't want the same life for me so she made it her duty to escape and she did…but not long after I was pulled back in at the age of 12 where I trained along side my two sisters, Stella and Luna.

Unfortunately I did suffer the same fate. I was sold to a man 12 years older than me which is where my two daughters came from. My babies, Gia-marie Perez and Janae Perez. They're both 2 and 4 respectively. Killing their dad was the only way I would ever leave him.

A month ago I was sent to Jamaica to fulfill the mission of getting my father a branch in Jamaica. Xavier is my father's right hand man even though he's only 5 years older than me. It was his idea to use my looks as an advantage and use my kids as leverage.

I swore never to mention anything about my life to Oshane or they'd make sure my kids suffer. I was told to get him to trust me and then use his trust as weakness. I wasn't looking for someone to love when I found him. I didn't even expect to fall for him because this is routine for me.

Everything that happened from the moment I met him was scripted except the way I met him and a few other things. From the car breaking down to him taking me to his hotel. I lied about a lot of things but me telling him I love him is something I never lied about.

I was watched and monitored which is how Xavier could conveniently call everytime I slipped up. I love my kids to death and that was used against me.

I love Oshane with everything I'm me. I'm in love with a man that I knew I'd never be able to have. I crashed his whole empire so now those chances have lowered to zero. Maybe I fucked up his trust permanently.

I ruined him. Being in love with him was never something anybody could see coming. At first I was just playing with his heart until I realized that holding his heart in my hands felt right. I didn't expect to be attached to him as much as I was.

I miss him so much but I missed my chance of ever being with the human I'm so sure God made especially for me.

Happy ever after is not a fairytale, it's a blessing. A blessing I'll never get to experience.

Author's not
How was the story?
For the first time completing a story I'm proud of myself.

Book 2?