I woke up next to Ashton in a small arm chair.
it had been a week since Ash was brought in, he was looking much better and remembered most of the fight.
I hate Michael.
I think I just need some time. Time away from Michael and Ash. Don't get me wrong I love him but I can't decide on what to do. I just need some air.
I have arranged to go to Spain for a week or two. Calum, Luke and Mia (Calum's girlfriend) are all coming too. they are touring there next season and wanted to go check it out. And Calum wanted to bring Mia.
We have booked two rooms in a hotel Mia and Calum are sharing so I guess me and Luke are sharing. I like Luke he is chill and sweet.
Ashton woke up.
"Hey Ash, how you feeling."
"Much better thanks."he leant over to kiss me but I only let him kiss me on the cheek. he frowned.
"Are you okay." He said skeptically.
"Yeah no I am good. Listen Ash I am going away to Spain, I just need a tiny bit of time to think so I am not braking up with you just think of it as putting on hold?" I said this quite fast and anxiously.
"Okay, umm yeah I get it I will be here when you get back out of hospital, waiting for you. And only you." he said smiling.
"Thanks for understanding Ash you are the best, I will miss you I leave tomorrow." I leant over kissed his forehead we said our good byes and I went to get packed.
::Next day::
it was 11:00 in the morning and I had to catch a plane in two hours.
Luke and Calum and Mia were coming in 30 minutes so had to get ready I pulled on some clothes, grabbed some food and was out the house by twenty past.
Luckily it wasn't to busy at the airport and we managed to catch our flight perfect timing. On the plane I sat next to Mia. Turns out she is really nice and I couldn't wait to spend a whole week with her.
Mia also sat next to Calum, they were very cute cuddling and playing with each other's fingers smiling whilst kissing at random intervals.
I missed him. I want to be doing cute things with him right now.
When we got to Spain we were all hyper (we had like 10 coffees each.) we decided to do some fun things as our room wasn't ready for us.
We found a nearby fair and decided to go on a few of the rides.
"Ahhhh whooo." I screamed in delight as we went on a horrifying ride. We took a massive dip and I lost my tummy. I grabbed onto Luke's hand as I was scared but then I lifted it up in the air with mine laughing.
The fair was awesome plus it gave me an excuse not to think about Ash.
When we got into the room I got a text. It was from Ashton.
"Why didn't you tell me you were in Spain with Luke. :("
"Oh hey Ash umm I didn't think it mattered." why should it I thought to myself it's not like he is gonna try and sleep with me.
"Yeah well it matters to me, I still like you Liv just cause you put us on hd doesn't mean I am gonna stop loving you what were you thinking?" I sighed
"I know that Ash I just need my space right now. x"
"Okay just be back soon miss you like mad xxx" this killed me.
"Miss you too bye x"
"Bye x" I turned off my phone.
"OMG LUKE." I shouted.
He was naked!!!
"Sorry" he burst out laughing and put a towel around himself.
"Omg" I said sort of laughing too.
This was going to be an interesting week. ;)
