In Starbucks we ordered our coffee and god knows what's we all sat down. boy girl boy girl. It was nice to see everyone so happy, apart from Bea she was non stop on her phone. Ash had been whispering cute things in my ear, stroking my hair and kissing my neck but I kissed his hand and asked him to stop for one sec.
"Bea are you alright?" I said smiling at her.
"Huh oh yeah no I am just texting my boy friend sorry." she said carelessly.
"Ohh who is he." I said winking at her cheekily.
"Oh you will know him, he his called Harry." she said getting excited.
"Harry..." I said trailing off.
"Only the Harry Styles." she said giggling.
OMG are you serious right now, ONG OMG OMG I am freaking out OMG." I said hyperventilating.
"I know right I met him at one of his shows when they were on the X factor and he had given me his number and yeah..."
I still couldn't believe it. I don't think Beatriz could either.
"I need to show you something." Ashton whispered quietly in my ear. Oh just his voice sent shivers down my spine. But he sounded scared.
"What is it Ash?" I said worriedly.
"It's Instagram check it."
Tears built up in my eyes trying to pour down my eyes. I read the messages I went numb. I could feel someone cupping my cheek and rubbing their thumbs slowly round in circles. I felt salty water on my cheeks.
I got up feeling like I was going to fall back down. I walked straight out of the shopping centre and ran the rest of the way home. I cried as I ran.
When u got home, I ran straight up stairs.
I could hear my mum calling me. "Olivia...baby what's wrong what's happened."
I lay on my bed face down crying gard.
"It's okay baby I am here." my mum sat down next to me and stroked my hair gently behind my ear.
"It's okay everything is gonna be alright." she said calmly.
But I felt like I could never be okay. But the hate didn't stop it got worse everywhere I went.
New pictures.
New threats.
New hell.
New whispers.
New cuts.
Yes. I started, I couldn't stop it now my world was being turned upside down.
