Chapter 13

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"Okay Luke its your go!" I said this with two marshmallows in my mouth so the words were still distinguishable but only just.


Luke put in his third marshmallow "Chubby bunny." he said uneasily.

We were in our hotel room playing chubby bunny, we had just eaten and it was our fourth night.


Luke and I played alone, we had checked on Mia and Calum but God knows what they're doing ;) .


"Chubby bunny" I said again squeezing another sticky marshmallow into my mouth.


Spain is amazing it is hot and beautiful and and I am loving spending some friendly time with Luke, Cal and Mia.

"Chubby bunny" Luke know had four marshmallows in his mouth.

Ten minutes later I had six in my mouth and then I rushed over to the bin and spat them all out!


"Okay, okay you won, get over it!" i laughed teasingly.


Luke went silent he walked over to me, he took my hands in his leant in and kissed me.


We were silent.


"umm what was that for?" i asked uneasily.


"what, you didnt know about Ashton?" he said seriously. I felt sick.


"No what happened?" i asked feeling scared. Luke got his phone out his pocket and busied himself, i got a text.


It was luke there was a picture attached i opened it, but i wish i hadn't. In the picture there was a beautiful girl with blonde hair in curls almost like mine but darker she was smiling.


On the left was Ashton. He too was smiling and kissing her cheek. I ran my hand through my long hair. I felt like crying but no tears came instead i just starred at the floor. Then i got up walked over to Luke and kissed him.


I could tell he was shocked at first, but then he calmed down and started kissing me back. Our kisses were long and steady, it reminded me of him.


So i kissed Luke harder, wanting Ashton to feel the pain that i was in. Luke put his hands around my waist and hoisted me up so our hips were level and he was carrying me.


I have to admit I was a little uncomfertable, He was kissing me very passionately and i his hands were on my waist, but i kept telling myself that Ashton would hurt equally as much as i was if he knew.


Then Luke put me down on the bed and he climbed up on top of me, his hands slipped under my top, I stopped. This was all wrong this wasn't going to make me feel better. It would just damage everything even more.


I got up, "sorry Luke i..i have to go this was a mistake." i slept in a room with Mia and Cal.


I got up early the next morning, I had to get back to Ashton, I needed to talk to him to be with him to feel hiss comfort.


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