5 months and I was starting to go off food.
I just having nothing to say. I shouldn't have to, I mean there is no point.
So I don't.
The last time I had said more than 20 words in one go was probably three weeks ago.
I just had nothing to say he was so close, but so far away.
My heart stung.
Omg I needed to stop. If I continue like this it will never get better.
But how could I. I needed him..
