The pain was unbearable.
I wanted to crawl into a hole and die there.
But I had to move on. He had.
He obviously had no difficulties doing that. Which makes everything ten times worse.
But I had to put myself out there again.
*ring ring*
I called Cal.
"Hello?" I heard a cute familiar Australian accent.
"Hey cal, just wondering if you wanted to meet in the park in like ten minutes?" I said casually
"Oh. yeah okay sure! See you in ten." he sounded stories I don't blame him.
"Oh and cal."
"Yeah."
"Bring friends, lots. I need to
Socialise." I said uneasily.
"You don't say." he said laughing.
"Shut up and meet me in ten, bye." I hung up and smiled. omg I smiled oh it felt good.
"Hey Cal." I said walking toward him. I just seen him.
"Hey Liv." he said coming over and hugging me.
He knew I had been going through a lot.
There were a ton of other people there, I think Cal had brought his whole class.
I giggled to myself.
After Calum had introduced everyone. We all decided just to walk around.
Of course the boys goofed around. I noticed one of the girls Calum had mentioned had long brown hair and was being super cute and romantic with an Irish boy. Niall Horan. Oh my gosh. To be honest though they aren't very big yet.
"Yo guys, everyone. It's getting late and I was just wondering if anyone wanted to go clubbing do some hard partying.
Oh brilliant I thought. perfect chance to get my mind off Ash and start to meet some new guys.
"Yeah sound good. Okay meet back here in 1 hour so at 7:30."
There was general murmurs and nods and we all went out separate ways to get ready for the upcoming party.
When I got home I was excited to pick out my outfit so I ran upstairs and pulled out my disco clothes.
I chose to wear a little blue dress they was tight all the way down. It was very short. I curled my hair and applied make up to my skin. To finish the look, a pair of black high heels. I loved this outfit.
