I ran into the hospital and up to the front desk. "sorry, hi excuse me is mr. Irwin staying here?" I smiled politely at the woman.
"Oh he left yesterday sorry dear." she smiled, i winced. He was let out yesterday. The only good thing about that is that means he is better.
*knock knock*
i was knocking on the door to 5 seconds of summer's door. " Coming," i heard a voice yell from the inside. It sounded like Ash i sighed in relief.
The door opened, "hel-" It was Ashton, but he stopped speaking and gaped at me.
"hey" i said awkwardly. Trying out a small smile.
"hey" he said in his lovely Austrillian accent that i had missed so much, he hugged me. Oh it was bliss over the last two weeks i hadn't been able to feel his touch not once and now it felt better than ever.
But as i was looking over his shoulder i saw a girl a young girl my age i think. She wore a long baggy t-shirt and tiny shorts that you couldn't even see. Slut.
I drew back from the hug and looked at Ashton. "Who is in your house." I asked holding back tears.
"No-one." He lied to me. but then he saw the hurt in my eyes and i saw it reflect into his. "really it's no-one she is just an old friend she has been staying round because i felt so lonely." he said flatly.
The words staying round stood out to me. "Is that all." i said darkly trying to find an expression in hi eyes but there was nothing.
"Would I lie to you?" he said but i could see him tearing up.
"You just did." i whispered and ran, i ran so fast out the building i got in my car and drove.
I didn't know were I was going i just went hard and fast, it was raining outside. Oh really cliche much.
I pulled up in my drive 20 minutes later and broke down i cried for so long i didn't know what to do he cheated on me, but what made it worse was that i had done exactly the same.
I hated myself so much, he made me happy and i had just thrown that away and cheated. I hope he felt the same way i do know.
"Ashton i know you cheated on me and that makes me so sad but what makes me more sad is that i cheated on you too. I am so sorry because i told you i wouldn't and i am so so so sorry don't forgive me. Why would you though you love someone else anyway."
I got out the car and ran to the house it was empty. I dropped my bag and ran upstairs and cried some more.
*ping*
I looked up from my pillow i had a text from Ashton.
":( listen i don't love the girl i slept with you have to believe me and yes i am mad at you fort sleeping with my best friend but we both did the same. I don't deserve your forgiveness either."
This made me so frustrated.
" Wait. You slept with her.
Ashton you slept with her."
I was beyond tears. He had given his virginity to a stupid slut.
"I am so sorry Olivia please forgive me i swear i will make it up to you i will do whatever it takes, I am so stupid just you left and i thought you were leaving me forever and you would never take me back and i was so confused."
"You gave your virginity to a slut. I shouldn't have to forgive you for that. Because you shouldn't of done it."
"I know God i know, but please Olivia please don't do this to me please i need you in my life, It meant nothing. I swear."
I wanted to forgive him i did but i couldn't.
"We are over." Sent.
"No Liv please don't i swear i would never to it again ever, please take me back it meant nothing."
"You ruined something really special."
I burst into tears.
We are over.
