The morning I put two new cuts on my shoulder was the morning when things got worse.
When Ashton was at my house, he was being sweet and kissing me and telling me he would talk to the fans and tell them to stop but that was the day he saw.
"Everything is gonna turn out good, I promise." Ash said his warm lips planting onto mine.
"Yeah." I said forcing a fake smile.
He put his hands on my shoulders and when he withdrew them their was blood.
"What the-" he began to say.
"Oh I-" I began to panic not wanting Ash to know what I had done.
"Take off your shirt." he said quietly.
I did as I was told crying.
"Oh my gosh Olivia.." he said tears rolling silently down his face.
"What have I done to you." he hands ran lightly over my scars.
"I am so sorry Ash.. but you don't know what it is like, with all the hate I get. And I love you so much-"
He put his face in his hands, I had never really seen a boy crying before.
"Olivia I-" I knew he was going to apologise.
"Hey, there is nothing you can do. okay."
I said kissing his cheek.
"Please...please promise me you will stop. It kills me to know you are doing this to yourself." He said.
I ruined him.
But they ruined me.
"Yeah I promise. I love you though, Ash."
I said planting a small kiss on his neck.
"I love you too, Olivia."
We smiled, I smiled for the first time in three weeks.
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Sorry for really short chapter. hope you like OMG feels in this one I was like ahh struggle x enjoy
