I was dead.
No.
If I was dead I wouldn't know it.
So where am I.
I heard voices in the distance they sounded worried scared, but why.
Why didn't they come closer.
I could sense someone sitting next to me.They were looking at me and saying things to, me?
But why, what has happened.
That was when the bomb shell hit, the crash.
But why didn't they know that I could hear them whoever 'them' were.
I felt a warm hand slip into mine, they squeezed gently.
I heard the distant words, "Sorry Olivia, I love you."
Was it my mum, brother, sister, Cal, Luke, Emma, Beatriz, anyone!?
Josh?
"Just try and remember, try and wake up its me..come on babe come on Liv I am so flipping sorry but I need you.
Please for me, Ashton."OMG Ash he was here he had to know I could hear I needed to see his beautiful face had he come back just for me.
I need to see him.
"She will be alright Ash, don't worry." Calum.
Hmm so I can hear them yet I can't speak or open my eyes or let them know I can hear them.
There was one way.
I felt the once cold hand in mine, warm.
I put all my effort into my hand and managed to give a small squeeze just a small one, but he knew.
I smiled to myself and let myself slip off into darkness again for a while.
To think about things alone in my black bubble.
Ashton came back. But why. He left I thought he didn't want to know me.
Was I wrong, I didn't understand it didn't make sense to me.
I will wake up.
Now I know there is a reason, he is my reason.
Because I love him.
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