You Are Mine (Published Under LIB)

Chapter 11

CELINE'S POV

Pabagsak akong humiga sa kama matapos kong tanggalin ang battery ng cellphone ko. Kanina pa kasi tumatawag sila mommy even though I sent them a message that I was already here in my condo.

I just don't want to talk to them, all of them, right now.

Plinano nila ang lahat, together with tita Jas and tito Sonny.

At si Shaun ? ... Gusto kong isipin na panaginip lang ang lahat, that what happened earlier doesn't exist in my reality. But I tried to slap my face. And I'm not dreaming. It's all true.

Gusto kong magkamali ng dinig sa naging usapan kanina.

No. Hinding-hindi ako magpapakasal sa kanya. Sa lalaking yon.

Dun pa talaga sa unggoy na yun ! Eh napaka-babaero nun eh ! Kung sino-sino ngang babae ang kasama.

My decision was final. I will never agree with this, kahit magalit pa sila mommy at tita Jas.

It was my happiness that is at stake here. And I will never ever risk it. Si James lang ang kaligayahan ko. At sa kanya lang ako magpapakasal.

Right. Haharap ako sa kanila bukas, telling that we're getting married.

Sila lang ba ang marunong magplano ? Then ako rin.

At si unggoy ?! Papayag din ba yun na matali agad-agad ? Eh di hindi na yun makakapagpambabae kung ikakasal na.

No. Mali ako dun. Kahit na kasal na siya, I'm sure gagawa at gagawa siya ng paraan para magawa lahat ng gusto niya. Napakamalas ng babaeng yun. At hindi pwedeng ako yun.

I knew him very well, simula pa lang nung mga bata pa kami.

I closed my eyes, seeing him.

And all of a sudden, the scene of him kissed me entered my mind.

Remembering how soft his lips was, mas malambot pa yata kay James.

And calling me 'baby' at the party.

They're all waiting for you, baby.

And I opened my eyes right away.

Damn ! Why do I have to remember all of that ?!

Napatakip na lang tuloy ako sa mukha ko.

Why is it have to be so complicated, Celine ?!

Pero hindi ko rin alam ang sagot.

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JARED'S POV

Starla started kissing me hard while taking off my clothes. Tapos ako, mukha akong tanga na nakatingala lang sa ceiling ng condo ko.

The party was over. Dito na ako tumuloy sa condo ko. Ayoko na munang tumuloy sa mansion. Magulo utak ko, eh.

That's when I realized that I have this goddamn girl in my place right now touching and carressing my hardness.

Hindi ko namalayan, natanggal na pala niya yung mga damit ko but still, she's wearing her dress.

You want to know Starla ? Wag na. She's just another past time.

Ka-one night stand. Ganon lang.

I'm just watching her licking and sucking it repeatedly when Celine entered my mind.

I dont know but I want her to be the one doing this to me.

Ang babaeng, papakasalan ko, ang babaeng lampa, yung inaasar ko simula pagkabata pa lang namin.