TW!
I was sitting in my room on the floor playing guitar and singing cover songs I live in la to pursue my dream of becoming an artist I am just doing covers for a bit soon I might be able to make an album I live with my boyfriend Mason his sweet sometimes but he makes mistakes some times he comes home drunk and would beat me but its okay Vivien I head out the door I got up and hid my songbook under the bed and my guitar under too he came into the room hey mason I said he smiled hey babeee he slurred and grabbed my arms he kissed my lips I pulled away let's get you into bed come on I said and went to get up he pulled me back down and kissed me come on I said and got up he pulled me down again this time his nails in my arms i winced in pain let go of me mason your drunk i said as he opened my blazer buttons and kissed my breasts he wouldn't let go. Let go!i yelled stop it Mason stop I yelled as he didn't listen. hours later i lay in bed Mason was asleep next to me its 6 am i got up out of bed found my clothing and got my phone and went to the balcony with my phone i watched the sun come up my phone rung i lifted it to see mikes name and answered hey Vivien he said i sighed hey mike what's up i asked he chuckled who pissed in your cereal he asked joking nobody i said he sighed i was going to ask you to come to the studio and maybe record something? he asked omg yeah i will i said he chuckled see you at 7 he said i smiled and hung up i went back inside to get ready i brushed my teeth and hair got makeup on and shoes fed jillian before I left I got into the studio and seen mike vivein your here he said i smiled hey mike i said and hugged him he smiled his eyes whent to the brusies on my wrists his eyes solfend he grabbed my arm gently viv are those new or from last week? he asked new i said not takeing my eyes off the ground you need to leave him hes hurting you viv he said were am i going to go? i asked she can come stay with me? a voice said behind mike he turned to see a pink haired girl tall i cant ask you of that i said she frouwned if hes hurting you you need to end things with him she said but i love him i said she sighed i know you do but look she said and lifted my sleeve to see black and blue bruises i sighed i cant i said and pushed my sleave down lets just get to buisness i said she nodded i have a free room if you change your mind she said i nodded we exstanged numbers and got to work she recorded and i spoke to mike we were recording for her all day long till 11 pm we said our goodbyes and i drove home when i got in the door took my shoes off and went to my bedroom i opend the door to an agry looking mason i looked down to me my song book and my getauir i sighed mason i started but only to feel a sting on my cheek i held it he looked so mad you still think you can be an artist? he said i was silent i thought i had told you no your not wrighting stupid songs he spit out i shook my head he picked up my getuir and snaped it in half no i shouted he threw it infront of me i picked it up and a tear sliped out of my eye that was the last thing my parents gave me before they died he threw my book at me aw look at her cry he said i looked up he nelt down to my levle he grabed my throat in one swift mosion my feet were off the floor my back was aganst the wall i clawed at his hands i couldnt breathe i was lifted off the wall and threw agenst the wall with the mirourr jillian ran out of the room where were you you little slut its allmost midnight? he asked working i breathed dose haveing a dick soved into you work to you? he asked i was working i said he chuckled the door bell rung you little shit he said and walked out of the room i heard kats voice hey its kat from work weres viven? she asked shes not home masons voice said i stuck my hand out the door visable to her she saw but didnt make it noticeble okay ask her to give me a call when shes home? she asked he smiled sure thing he said and shut the door i sat down on the bed im not stupid i saw your hand you slut he said and slaped my face i held my cheek you think its funny to disrespect me he said and picked up a peice of glass with one hand his other grabed my throat he lifted me off the ground once again i didnt feel anything all the sudden i look down to see the glas shard in my abdomen i gasped he droped me i fell i grabbed my lower stomic mason ran out i grabed my phone and called the one person i could.
