:TW MENTIONS OF RAPE AND SA
1 1/2 week later
I stopped playing when I realized my phone was ringing. It was Colby. I answered it and propped it up on the top of the keyboard.I smiled "hi" i said "hey" he said ''hows the trip'' i asked he smiled ''its beautiful i just wish you were here'' he said i pouted '' i don't even know how I've survived this past week'' i said he chuckled ''i miss you'' i said he smiled '' i miss you more'' he said i sighed ''whats up'' he asked ''well um im trying to figgure out some sort of music to put together for my show on saterday'' i said he smiled '' ill be there he said i smiled ''someone needs to bring you on my phone'' i chuckled he smiled ''well play a little bit for me maybe i can help'' he said ''okay but dont laugh im still working on it'' i said he nodded and i started to play little bit
When I'm with you, time stands still
Every touch, every whisper, gives me a thrill
I can see forever in your eyes
This love we share, it's no surprise
Chorus:
When I feel your blue eyes looking down into mine
I see a love so deep, it's like a perfect rhyme
You're the melody that makes my heart sing
In your arms, I find everything
Verse 2:
With every passing moment, I fall deeper in love
You're the one I've been dreaming of
The way you hold me, it feels so right
I never want to let go, stay with me all night
Pre-Chorus:
When I'm with you, the world fades away
In your embrace, I want to forever stay
You're the missing piece that completes my soul
With you by my side, I feel whole
i sighed and stoppedplaying ''i dont know ive got mixed feelings about it i dont know if i should release it'' i said he smiled ''whats the big smerk on your face for brock'' i said he just kept smileing i rolled my eyes ''tell me its good'' i said he chuckled ''its not good its great'' he said i smiled ''it better be cause its about you'' i said he smiled i smiled back ''Colby hurry up were going to be late for the club'' i hear audreys voice in the background he sighed ''sorry babe were going to party with the grandmas for our last night '' he said i nodded ''okay have f-'' i said but he hung up i sighed ''love you too'' i whispered kat texted me and asked if we were still going outtonight i texted back hell yeah and I put my phone down and started getting ready for the club. i was instagram live whille i did my make up and was reading comments i was about to prime my skin when a coment caught my eye "wait didnt audrey and colby used to date'' i read in my head defnetly not answering that ''wwhen are you putting new music out'' i read out loud ii smiled ''on saterday there may or may not be a sneak peek'' i said I then applied the primer to my face, focusing on blending it evenly. I thanked my viewers for the suggestion of new music and for tuning in. I waved goodbye and ended the live stream. me and kat arived to the club the music bumping and pounding we got drinks and were haveing an amazing time about 2 hours in i went to go get me and kat drinks a hand grabed my waist i moved away but then realised that i couldn't i looked up to see the face that brought me so much trauma i gasped ''miss me baby girl'' his deep voice said it brought so many memories back ''i missed you'' he said and moved my hair i was frozen in fear ''lets go for a little walk shall we? he asked and pulled my arm he pulled me into an alleyway he pushed me against the wall and started kissing down my neck i wimperd in fear as i told him to stop he didnt stop He put his hands around my neck and squeezed. I struggled to breathe as he whispered in my ear, "Don't fight me." I screamed for help, but nobody came. I felt my vision start to blur as I screamed and fought with all my might. but i was too weak 30 mins i endured the last time was 2 hours i went blank i watched as he pulled up his pants and left me there I felt numb, unable to move or speak. I lay there in shock, not knowing what to do. Tears streamed down my face as I curled up in a ball, wishing it had all been a bad dream. i quickly grabbed my phone out of my purse and dialed colbys number ''please pick up please pick up'' i whispered ''hey its Colby leave me a message'' his voice said in his voicemail the beep ''Colby i need you please just come home i need you please'' i begged through the phone crying and hung up his instsagram story was sam and everyone sams story was him and nate dancing in the background I see colby and audrey sitting next to each other i turned my phone off just then kat called i answerd ''viv where are you were all still waiting for drinks'' she slurred through the phone ''im sorry kat im just going to get an uber home im not feeling to well'' i lied she sighed ''okay we will see you at home then love you '' shesaid i sighed love you too i said and hung up I quickly called for an Uber and waited outside for it to arrive. As I waited, I thought about what I had seen. I knew that Colby had been lying to me yet again. and i was yet infact raped yet again 2 years later by the same person i went straight to my room when i got in the door i changed and through out my outfit anf got into the shower i wanted to peel off my own skin i can still feel his hands on me witch made me scrub harder and created red marks down my body The memories flooded back and I felt like I was going to be sick. I wanted to scream but no sound came out. I just stood there, shaking, until I finally broke down and cried. once i finished in the bathroom i went to bed but ended up not sleeping
