it's been 3 days since Colby hadn't come out of his room I knocked on the door Viv im not coming out he said behind the door I sighed I asked him if he was okay, but he wouldn't answer. I opened the door and he was lying on the bed, facing the wall. I sat down next to him and put my hand on his shoulder.3 days have passed, you have to eat and get out baby, I said as he sighed. He slowly turned around to look at me and I saw his eyes swollen from crying. It's okay I said. Hefrowned at Viv? he asked I nodded I'm here I replied he sighed I don't think we should be together right now he said Tears started rolling down his face. I pulled him close and hugged him. I'm sorry Viv I just can't handle it I'm so sorry I love you more than you know I just can't right now he sobbed i pulled away from him i nodded i started to tear up a bit don't cry my beauty he replied he looked down i sniffled its okay look i said and lifted his head I'm okay look i said he looked into my eyes see i said and smiled holding back tears he nodded its okay i whispered he nodded I'm going to go okay? i asked he responded a tear fell down his cheek i kissed his forehead and stood up heading for the door walking out of it then closing in slowly i got to the spare bedroom i fell to the floor sobbing for a while i sat there emotionless when i got back up i took my phone out and texted my pet sitter that ill be back tonight i didn't need her to stay tonight she texted back okay then i decided to pack my suitcase it was around 3:30 when i finished packing i loaded it into the jeep I walked back inside and grabbed a couple of peices of paper cause it was only me and Colby home I wrote everyone a note I opened Colby door slowly to see him sleeping I leaned down to kiss his forehead and walked out the door shutting it softly I slid his note under his door sam with kat and sams and jake tara, Devyn, Corey i sighed walking down the stairs and walked out the house taking one last look cause I won't be back for awhile I jumped on the jeep and drove back to la a five-hour drive back.
(colbys pov)
I woke up remembering nothing but the look on Vivian's face I felt so sorry for hurting her but I mentally can't be in a relationship at the moment I knew she understood I knew it was best to let her go. i rubbed my eyes and stretched a loud yawn came from my mouth I go up to use the washroom I did my business and washed my hands then walked out to see a note under my door with my name I picked it up
colby
by the time you read this, i will be gone back to la For so many years I thought I would never love again i thought Mason was the one for me I never knew that moving in with kat after that horrible day that i would have met the most beautiful person in my life. all of my life I've always dreamt of becoming an artist and you helped me achieve that goal. You showed me how to be brave and follow my dreams. You always pushed me to do my best and be the best version of myself. You have been such a source of strength and support for me and I am so grateful for our relationship even though I'm time was short i will always cherish the memory of our relationship. You are truly an inspiration to me and I will always remember what you taught me. We spent time together that was well spent. I don't wanna be sad that it ended i wanna be happy that it happened. cause i don't wanna remember the pain i felt when it ended i wanna remember the way you kissed me they way your touch made me feel i wanna remember and how you made me feel loved and special. I'm thankful that I got to experience what we had. and if you need me you know were to find me i love you colby today, tomorrow, in a year, and forever
-Viv <3
i read every word i missed her already I wish i could be with her right now. I miss her more than anything.
