I've been really busy preparing songs for the setlist this past week and rehearsing for the upcoming gig. I'm really looking forward to it and I think the audience will be in for a treat. I'm confident that all the hard work I have put in will pay off. Kat opens for me and. I can't wait to get out there and show everyone what I've been working on. I was wrapping up at the studio in Vegas and messing around on the chords humming lyrics to match a beat. Something dropped behind me. I stopped playing and turned around to see his face I was shocked when hesaid sorry Mike asked me to grab his chord sorry to interrupt he said I nodded he headed over to Mike'soffice to grab what he needed I continued my thing he came back viv? he asked i turned to him and hummed. He stood there looking lost. Iwatched your YouTube video. he said I nodded and gazed down & looked at me & said see you later.' I sighed and continued what i was doing. I was so lost in my own creativity that I didn't realize time had passed. I looked up at the clock and saw it was almost 4 am I headed to the trap house with my mind still running wild with ideas. I lay there, thinking of all the possibilities and how to make the most of them. I was determined to make the most of the opportunity I had been given. I rolled over to sleep in my old bedroom brings back so many memories. I thought about all the things that had happened in this house and all the people I had met here. The next morning I got up. I walked into my bathroom to shower and brush my teeth when I was done I washed my face. I walked out of the room to see everyone at the table laughing and eating and talking. I smiled because I missed them. VIV! Corey yelled, Ilaughed and walked over to the table. He greeted me with a smile. he smiled soo how are you feeling about a show tonight? he asked i replied yup super excited i said and smiled we all got talking for a bit Colby was zoned out to everyone chit-chatting i was sitting next to him i grabbed his hand he turned his attention towards me you okay? i asked he nodded and smiled i nodded and let go of his hand He grabbed my hand back and held it for a while and we both laughed. We looked into each other's eyes for a few seconds and then he let go. We hung out around the house till the show. I wore a white bralette and black flair leggings my makeup was simple just a smokey eye and lip gloss my hair was curled and i was done we all got into cars and We drove to the show we set up i got my gear set up with the speaker and there are thousands of people here i was getting anxious i took a deep breath i sighed as i looked out the side hundreds of teenagers are in the crowd i smiled your on viv in 3 mike said i shook my head and sighed i shook my hands out they handed me a mic colby peered around the corner and smiled you okay? he asked i shook my head i don't know if i wanna do this I'm scared Colby i said he nodded your gonna do great viv go kick some ass he said and pushed me forward i smiled and nodded i can do this i said to myself i walked out screams were loud i giggled and walked into the middle 'Whats going on los angles! i yelled they all screamed i smiled hows everybody feeling tonight? i asked they all screamed good i smiled good you already? i asked all shouted yeah! a smile grew on my face. the first song is fairly new it came out 2 weeks ago I'm sure you guys all loved it I'm going to play 3 songs and one new one i have been working on i said into the mic they all cheered without further or do here's not around i said and waited for the music it slowly started the melody was so solf i put the mic up to my mouth and started
My body is a graveyard, it carries my past wounds
My heart races with trauma, these slits on my wrists are getting deeper
When you're not around
Chorus:
Buried deep in my scars and my past
I can no longer forget, the pain will always last
And my walls are all that I have, when your not around
Verse 2:
The darkness engulfs me, I'm sinking fast
My thoughts take me to a place, I can no longer last
