I woke up to Colby's phone ringing I rolled over to see who it was and squinted my eyes at the bright screen of Kansas memorial hospital. Did I answer hello? Please let me know if Cole Robert Brock is available. I apologize for the late call. A woman asked if I was okay to wake him, baby. I shook him his eyes cracked open what's wrong he replied I handed him his phone he took it and sat up his eyes turned wide I was concerned is she okay? He asked as he ran his hands through his hair I listened ill be there soon he said and hung up he placed his phone down next to him and put his head in his hands and sighed He looked up at me, his face full of worry. He quickly got out of bed and dressed. He grabbed his phone and I stood up. He was moving quickly, hey I said to him and stood in front of him I touched his chest he looked at me Viv watch out im booking a flight he replied why and what happened I asked I don't know move Vivan! He raised his voice and I flinched.I was confused and scared, my heart was racing. I stepped back and he grabbed his suitcase and ran out the door. I heard the sound of a car driving away, and I was alone. I stood in the room, unsure of what was going on, feeling my heart pounding in my chest. I had so many questions, but I knew there was no way I could get any answers. I felt a wave of sadness wash over me as I realized he was gone. I had no idea what had just happened, or where he had gone. I slowly sank to the floor, feeling completely overwhelmed. I walked back to bed knowing he was on a plane traveling to some place and is scared or probably so upset I closed my eyes and fell asleep. I woke up the next morning remembering last night. I sighed, sad and confused. I wanted to know what had happened and why he had left. I checked my phone and there were no messages from him. I opened Snapchat and looked at his location. He was in Kansas at the hospital. I wanted to get to him. I called him, but he didn't answer. I felt helpless and scared. Not knowing what to do I decided to take a chance and book a flight to Kansas. I had to find out what had happened and be there for him. I packed my suitcase and drove to the airport.I arrived at the airport, and my heart was racing as I got on the plane. I was filled with dread, but I knew I had to do this. I had to find out what had happened and support him in whatever way I could. The flight was long and I was worried. When I finally arrived, I called an Uber and we got to the hospital. I walked into the front desk and I'm looking forCole Robert Brock. I asked she nodded and pointed to the room II thanked her and walked towards the room a nurse walked out of the room I walked in to see Colby sitting next to a woman he held her hand your going to be okay your able to beat this ma he said to the women Colby? I called softly he turned around to see me he stood up what are you doing here he said wiping his face I looked down playing with rings I had to make sure you were okay I said he smiled sadly I walked closer and hugged him. he didn't hug back I didn't mind I stepped back and looked him in the eye. He opened his mouth to speak but no words came out. He looked away, his eyes were filled with sadness. it's my mom he said i nodded he grabbed her hand Mom this is Vivian my girlfriend he said i smiled hi i said we sat and talked to her for a while till the doctors told us she needs to go into surgery we waited in the waiting room Colby was stressing and worrying she's going to be okay Colby i said and grabbed his hand and squeezed it a bit he nodded and put his head down waiting patiently the doctor came out Colby stood up i stood up beside him and grabbed his hand I'm so sorry we were a too late time of death 4:03 am she said i saw the color drain in his face as he dropped to his knees sobbing i quickly dropped to my knees to pull him into my arms I held him for what felt like hours until he stopped sobbing. I wiped away his tears and kissed his forehead in an attempt to comfort him. We stayed in that position until the nurses came to take his mom away. He hid his face in my chest I held him tightly I could feel his heart pounding against my chest as he sobbed. I stayed with him until he calmed down, then I hugged him tightly and told him everything was going to be alright. he eventually fell asleep crying i held him in my arms playing with his hair i got him into the car and drove to the hotel i booked and got him into bed I sat with him until he fell asleep, my heart aching for him. I stayed up all night, watching over him and praying he would be okay. I knew he was going to have a difficult time adjusting, but I hoped he would find the strength inside himself to get through it.
