it had been 5 days colby should be back today my show on Saturday is still going on i haven't slept or eaten mabye running off of 15 mins of sleep all night and all day no word from anyone i never told anyone about that night it was just me and Jillian he rubbed against my hand i kissed his head still no word from Colby i guess i kind of forgot everything about the Instagram story i don't even wanna know what they did there was a knock at my door ''viv im home'' he said i sighed ''im tired just let me sleep ill come out in a bit'' i lied ''can i come in i wanna see you'' he asked '' no colby just leave please'' i pleaded i heard him sigh and i heard footsteps leave the doorway i just went out on the belcony and watched the sun rise it was about 8 am sun was level with the horizon i herd the belcony beside me i couldnt sit out there anylonger so i put out the smoke and went back inside my room there was a light knock at the door i slightly opend it to see kat she smiled ''can i come in'' she asked i nodded and opend the door for her to come in she sat down i sat down next to her she grabed my hand ''viv are you okay"' she asked i didnt look at her ''viv did somthing happen last weekend'' she asked i nodded almost brakeing down she huged me ''he was there kat mason was there'' i said fully sobing she hugged me tighter ''you cant tell anyone kat you cant'' i said sobbing she nodded huging me tighter '' i can still feel him on me kat i need to get it off'' i sobbed she nodded shushing me and holding me it was an hour after i calmed down and she sent colby in he sat down on the bed as i was stareing into space ''wanna tell me whats going on'' he asked ''i cant say it outloud'' i wimperd he nodded and reached for me i was hesitant to at first till i did he pulled me into his arms and held me i didnt cry i just let him hold me ''just tell me your okay'' he asked i shook my head '' i cant i said he sighed ''viv what happend last weekend i got your message'' he said '' why didnt you come home after you heard it'' i asked he didnt answer '' he was there colby mason was there'' i said he looked angery ''he pined me to an allyway wall and raped me'' i said with no emotion '' is that what you wanted to hear'' i asked he shook his head i got up from the bed and took out the outfit from that night with riped fabric '' heres the outfit i was wearing'' i said and through it down infront of him he picked it up ''heres the marks'' i said and took off my shirt for him to see the hickeys and cut skin from me scrubing my body he stood up and walked towards me looking at the hickeys ''viv i'' he stutterd ''dont colby just dont'' i said '' viv i had no idea'' he said ''what did you and audrey do colby and be straight cause what i saw was pretty stright forward'' i said '' vivian we didnt do anything i promise you'' he said ''then why were you two so touchy on sams story '' i asked he sighed ''cause were kinda like friends she was danceing and almost fell thats all were friends and will always will be'' he said i nodded and hugged him he had suported me and helped me thats all i cared about '' im going to run you a bath'' he asked i nodded he smiled and kissed my forehead and walked to the bathroom in my room he ran me a bath and sat with me listening to me talk about it he sat next to the tub smileing at me i grabed the sponge and some soap ''i got it'' he said grabing the spong from my hand ''just get him off of me'' i said looking into his eyes he nodded and started washing my body i was just stareing into space as this all happend he put the sponge down and grabed my hand i turned to look at him'' your so beautiful'' he said pushing my hair behind my ear i smiled slightly and leaned on my arm enjoying the warm bath '' hearing your voice in that message it sparked somthing in me i knew somthing had happend trust me viv i tryed to chatch the plane but sam fought me to i wanted to i really did i wanted to come home and hold ou in my arms till you were better'' he said i nodded '' i didnt know what to think a day after this all happend numb was it'' i said he nodded ''its over now im here your safe'' he said i nodded after awhille i got out and had layed in bed with colby he kissed my forehead ''you can sleep im not going anywhere'' he said i nodded and closed my eyes and fell asleep in his arms.
