The memories of the laughter, conversations, and good times we had last night still flooded my mind when I woke up.I dwelled on what Colby had answered in truth or dare about an ex that got away and he still thinks about hes leaving for a big trip to Ukraine to explore Cernobyl. I walked into the kitchen to see abrey here i was shocked colby had looked up to see me "hey i didnt know you were coming?" i said she smiled "yes im going on the trip" she said i nodded she had walked into the liveing room with everyone else colbys arm had came around me i smiled "good morning'' how did you sleep" he asked i smiled "Pretty good," I replied. Colby smiled and kissed my forehead i smiled wrapping my arms around his neck "how did you sleep" i asked he hmmed " not great" he answered i furrowed my brows "what why" i asked he sighed "because you werent beside me" he said and smiled I smiled widely "your such a dork" i said He chuckled and kissed me again. "I love you" he whispered, his breath tickling my face. I giggled and kissed him back, whispering "I love you too". "are you going to be okay here for a few days"? he asked i sighed and nodded "ill be fine" i said and let go of him to walk away his hand caught mine and pulled me back to him "if your worried that shes coming i wont go" he said i sighed "i want you to go im just uneasy with her" i said he nodded running his hands up my forearms "im with you nothings changing okay" he said i nodded "you trust me right" he asked i nodded "i trust you its that i dont trust her" i said he nodded "i choose you and im going to keep choosing you" He pulled me into a hug and kissed my forehead. "I promise I won't let her come between us," he said. i huged him back i sighed into his chest i dont want you to go" i mumbled into his chset ''i know but ill be back soon'' He kissed me on the forehead and said, "I love you". i smiled and kissed his cheek " i love you too" i said and let go of him "weve still got till 4 so lets do something " he said i nodded ''we can go to the beach come on'' he said i smiled and ran up the staires faster than ever to get changed into a swim suit and pack a beach bag I grabbed my bag and ran back downstairs, where he was waiting for me. We drove to the beach just us were walking in the sand hand and hand ''you know i dont think i can remember whens the last time we were alone here''? he said i stayed quite i stoped walking ''I think it was on our one month'' i said he smiled "oh yes the ice cream war'' i giggled '' the most dealy war of all time in history'' he mused i laughed as we kept walking down the beach till we ended back on our blanket i layed across his chest watching the sky as the sun went lower and lower till eventully 3:30 came around and he had to go we drove home in silence and when we got in the door he went straight to his room to finish packing i went to my room to continue to write my new song i got in and was slowly trying to put together something
''when i feel your blue eyes staring down at mine'' i slowly build i sigh thinking of ways it would sound better i got up from my bed and sat down at my keybord playing random chourds to find somthing that could work
''We can make it last forev-er, just take me by the hand
Help me understand, something so grand '' i sang softly watching my fingers fly onto the keys i sighed i need to warm up I began to play skyscraper by demilavado
skies are crying
I am watching
Catching tear drops in my hands
Only silence
Has an ending
Like we never had a chance
Do you have to
Make me feel like
There is nothing left of me
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper
As the smoke clears
I awaken
And untangle you from me
Would it make you
Feel better
To watch me while I bleed
All my windows
Still are broken
But I'm standing on my feet
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper
Go run run run
I'm gonna stay right here
Watch you disappear ya yaa
Go run run run
Ya it's a long way down
But I am closer to the clouds up here
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper
i sang out as my fingers flew arossed the keys as i ended heavily breathing i sighed and decided to figgure most of this new song later timeskip were all waiting around on the couch waiting for the guys to leave they all came down witht here bags packed i sighed they go on trips all the time but not for this long most of the time its a few days this time its 2 weeks '' well fam we out'' nate said i sighed and rolled my eyes Adrey came behind them colby can you help me she asked he nodded heping her with her suitcase i rolled my eyes ''could have did it yourself'' i mummbled kat patted my back i took a deap breath '' call me when you land'' i asked he nodded and wrapped his arms around my waist mine found there way to his neck i smiled out of the cornor of my eye i see adrueys gaze i rolled my eyes colby must have noticed '' you have nothing to worry about'' he said i nodded ''your right i guess ive just been in my head about the truth or dare qestion last night'' i said he nodded '' theres nothing going on bwtween aubrey and I i promise babe'' he said i smiled and nodded ''i love you'' i said he smiled and kissed me ''okay now go catch that plane and go xplr'' i said he chuckled willl do ma'am he said i smiled and kissed him one last time I watched them leave and sighed. I trusted Colby and knew he would never do anything to hurt me, but I still couldn't shake the feeling of unease. i brushed it off and just went back to the girls
