Its jan 1 colbys birthday is tomorrow for 3 weeks iive been working on his song for his birthday right now im at the studio with kat I'm almost done with the song and I can't wait to see Colby's reaction when he hears it. I'm sure it will make his birthday extra special. I'm excited to celebrate with him! its called stars were just putting the beat and the lyrics together and now vocals ohhh im lost i sang solftly for background effect I'm sure it will sound amazing and Colby will love it. I can't wait to see the look on his face when he hears it! I'm so excited for tomorrow. We recorded a bit more than we finished today. Me and Kat were driving home when colby called me i smiled its colby i said she giggled hes gonna love it she said i nodded and answerd yo! i greeted hey! he said hi whats up? i asked and stoped at the red light are you driveing right now? he asked im stoped why? i asked oh just asking, and he said, where are you? he questioned just coming back from the store why? i lied and looked at kat she smiled oh okay! he said okay? i asked he was being weird like unormaly weird.Kat looked at me and raised her eye brows. I shrugged, "What do you want me to say?" The light turned green and I stepped on the gas. "We'll talk about it later," I said. okay see you when you get here he said? i nodded okay bye babe i said and he hung up I drove home with a million questions running through my head. I wondered why he was so weird and why he asked so many questions. When I arrived home, I knew I'd have to confront him and get to the bottom of it. me and kat hopped out of the jeep and we walked inside were home kat yelled kiwi ran up to me and kat waging her tail I walked into the living room and saw colby sitting there, looking uncomfortable. I could feel the tension in the air. I knew I had to find out what was going on. We have to talk he said I took a deep breath. he patted the spot next to him i sat down next to him we so whats going on? i asked viv i think its best if we took a break. he said he was overwhelmed with their relationship and wanted some time apart to think things through. He said he still cared a lot about me, but he felt like the relationship wasn't going in the right direction. He said he wanted some space so wecould take a step back and figure out what they both wanted out of the Relationship. i was taken back, but if that's what he wants, i just said okay and nodded then got up covering my face i walked out the door feeling numb. Babe! Babe?!In a frantic tone, I turned around to see Colby with a camera. It was a prank he said i looked at him is disbelive you cant do that to me i said he nodded i dont ever wanna take a break from you he said he huged me i wrapped my arms around his neck and climbed up his lower half my legs wrapped around him i would never do that to you baby he said i nodded his hand came to my face and wiped my tears i love you he said i smiled and kissed his lips i love you too i said you know i would never hurt you like that right? he asked i smiled and nodded yes, i replied. He pulled me closer and kissed me tenderly, his hands caressing my face. We stayed in the embrace for a moment. hours later we relaxed and went to bed. I woke up early and made colby breakfast and got his gift bag ready i opend his door and then closed it i set the plate on the night stand i strattled his waist and kissed his cheek baby i wisperd hm he hummed wake up i said and rubbed my hand down his chest he smreked a bit with his eyes still closed I leaned down and pecked his lips baby i wisperd and pecked his lips once more his eyes flutterd open and landed on me i smiled goodmorning to you too he said and ran his hands up and down the back of my thighs i smiled morning i said he smiled happy birthday! i said he smiled thank you beautiful he said and leaned up and kissed me our lips moved in sync as he sat up a make out shesh broke out we made out for 5 mins till His hands caressed my face as his lips left mine. His eyes were full of love and I felt my heart flutter. I smiled and bit my lip he smirked and kissed my cheek i made you breakfast i said he smiled you did? he asked i smiled yes silly here i said and placed it beside him he smiled and took the fork and started eating i lifted up a tiny gift bag and gave it to him he took the card and opened it he read it outloud "colby when i tell you i love you i dont say it out of a habit i say it to remind you that you are the best thing that has happend to me i love you" -viv he said and turned to me smiling and opend the bag to a keychain he read it out loud "you led me to the stars" he said i smiled knowing thats part of the song he was confused i smiled He looked at me with a puzzled expression and I laughed. I said, "It's a reminder that you're the one who showed me the stars." He smiled, nodded and hugged me tightly. I felt happy knowing that he kinda understood. the rest of the day was him opening the gifts from the group and getting ready for the party it was 9pm and everyone was starting to arive the music was loud we all were danceing till 11 it was time for the song kat brought my key bord down outside and set it in the grass colby was confused i smiled what a- colby started shh i said and i put my finger over his lip just listen i said i sat down by the keybord everyones eyes were focased on me hello guys i said most of you gave your gifts to colby i only gave half so colby i know im not your first kiss or first person you fell in love with but i want to be the last so here it gose i said and turned my body towards my keybord i took a deap breath and started playing the melody was solft
Stars Verse 1:
Struggling to find my way, lost and feeling so small,
Reaching out in the dark, Falling harder than I thought
Chorus:
You built me up when I was broken down,
Saved me from the past, Bruises and scars.
You showed me light when I was lost in the dark
And led me to the stars.
Verse 2:
The rain is pouring down, No one else is around,
But you still pull me through, In an hour of need, are you?
Chorus:
You built me up when I was broken down,
Saved me from the past, Bruises and scars.
You showed me light when I was lost in the dark
And led me to the stars.
Bridge:
You're the one who pulled me out of the dark,
Helping me find my way, Bringing joy out of my dismay.
Chorus:
You built me up when I was broken down,
Saved me from the past, Bruises and scars.
You showed me light when I was lost in the dark
And led me to the stars.
I sang the lyrics I had written for him. I wanted to express my deepest feelings to him, and music was the only way I knew how. The lyrics were a reflection of the love I had for him, and I knew that singing them would be the only way to make him understand. Music has such a powerful power to convey emotion, and I wanted him to experience it in the same way I did. I wanted to give him something he could carry with him forever, and singing the lyrics was the best way to do that. i finished with a short low note i looked up to see everyone recording Colby was crying he stood up and walked fast towards me He embraced me tightly and said "I get it now" You led me to the Stars i said he smiled im one lucky man he said i shook my head im the lucky one i cant tell you how much you have saved me even with all the things going on in your life you choose to put me first. You didn push me to talk to you about my self harm cause you knew one day i would come to you about it. You have been so paient with me not pushing me into intamicy or sex you respect my boudries. In terms of how you make me feel, I can't even begin to describe it.Whenever you touch me, I feel like I'm experiencing an electric reaction. When you kiss me its like im on top of the world. You make me feel safe and loved even when you knew what i was going through You all did kat sam stas you all helped me so much but colby you truely saved me looking back 5 months ago i would have never imagined to be here with you i never knew that it would be like this thank you i said my eyes watering he smiled I love how you listen to me without judgement and make me feel safe. You are the only person I can be my true self around. I can't imagine my life without you. I knew then that I had found something special in you and wanted to keep you with me forever. I love you colby i really do i whispered he smiled come here he said i smiled and sniffled and hugged him my arms around his neck he lifted me up.As he kissed me softly, I closed my eyes and moved my lips agenst his we pulled away he smiled i love you he said i smiled i love you i said he smiled the rest of the night went on great we had so much fun.
