Letters To The Ones We Love The Most

A nightmare i call home

Fauziya's Pov:
Triggering  chapter "you may skip it if you don't want to read it"

The house was so quite. Strange...
The only noise that could be heard was the sound coming out from the tv in the parlor.quiteness was normal in other houses but in my house it felt so surreal.

I walked up to mom's room ,only to find her knitting a baby sweater with  had a mixture of blue and red wool boy's favorite color .

Fauziya she said smiling as she looked up at me

You're back,here come sit close to me she said tapping the space close to me

I held unto the nylon tight and sat close to her watching her every movement closely. Mom wasn't pregnant, after several attempts of having sex with dad she only had me as a child ,so I'm technically the best thing that has ever happened to her,but to dad i was his biggest nightmare made into reality. She got diagnosed with Alzheimer few months ago and needs to be in close supervision at all times

*Sigh*
I took her knitting kit which compromised all her knitting equipments in it and tossed it aside .Next i went to the kitchen poured in a glass of water in the cup and took it to her room .When i went back she was on her feet with her back turned against me looking out the winow, I didn't know what was going on in her mind,so i decided to walk up to her and ask

Drink this i said handing her a glass of water in my hand and her medicines in my other hand

She turned around hastily and threw the cup aside making it fall into pieces

You....are you trying to kill your little brother she screamed causing shivers down my spine

Answer me! She retorted back angrily stepping forward unto me

No...n.n...ooo mom I can explain i said moving back until my back hit the wall. I could feel my checks all wet with tears as i let them slide down unto my face and i recline my back unto the wall as i break down in tears

My veil dropped revealing my scars on my neck .She softened the moment she saw it, quickly realising her mistakes

Fauziya she called out all concerned. What's the matter dear? What happened why are you crying ? .Did i go overboard again this time......

Here she said reaching her hand unto my face . I stiffened for a moment afraid her mood might get irritated any moment from now again

Let me please she said as she reach out to my face and clean my tears

I'm so sorry dear she sympathized

Water ..she said Go get me a glass of water I'll take the drugs she added

I was hesitant at first cos i really wasn't sure what could trigger her again

Go she repeated calmly

I quickly rushed out panicking,fetched fresh water from the tap and went back up. She was there,right where i left her sitting on the floor

Here you go..i said gently reaching out the glass of water unto her lips for easy drinking

Thank you she said collecting the water and gulping down the medicines i gave her down her throat

She smiled at me sweetly gently cupping my face

Go rest now mom is going in the bathroom to take a bath

I silently nodded my head and went back to my room to pray zuhr and asr which i missed when i was out and when mom's mental disorder rised

I was so tired that i  slept off on the prayer mat ,i totally forgot to  check up on her . I hastily stood up ,removed my hijab placing it flat on the ground and making my way towards her room with tears brimmed up in my eyes,i just kept praying silently she doesn't do anything stupid

God please...Please please... I kept chanting making my way unto her room

Mom .....i called out searching the room

Probably she might be downstairs somewhere i thought inwardly making my way towards the door

The sound of water gushing out from the toilet sink caught my attention .I quickly rushed back and banged furiously on the toilet door

Mom ......
The door wasn't completely locked so when i slammed it open i saw a sight that scared the whole out of me

She was laying flat upright in the bathtub with water covering her whole and the sink water flowing into the room itself

Mom....I shrieked chanting an inalillahi as i made my way unto her struggling as i carry her into the room with my arms around hers as i  lay her on my lap  crying bitterly

Suddenly the door creaked open with an agitated  looking monster none other person than (my dad ) standing besides it.

He didn't even bother showing any concern at the being laying flat in front of him

"Fauziya get me a glass of water "A statement he could only say How cruel!

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