Forbidden Attraction

Chapter 18: Decisions & Desire

 Hinata's reflection in the mirror showed her wide-eyed and mortified. She couldn't believe what just happened. The image of Sasuke walking in on her naked and seeing her most intimate parts was burned into her mind. This was the worst thing that could have happened to her. The thought of Sasuke seeing her flower made her shudder, and she couldn't shake off the feeling of shame that consumed her. She quickly threw on her clothes and went out of the bathroom, hoping to not see Sasuke on the way out. But there he was sitting on the couch, smoking weed. Sasuke looked over his shoulder and blew out a puff of smoke.

"Hey, um sorry. I thought you were Sakura," he said monotonously. Hinata walked over and shook her head.

"N-No, I'm sorry!" Hinata stuttered, her face still flushed with embarrassment. Sasuke patted the seat next to him, motioning for her to sit down. She hesitated for a moment, then slowly made her way over and took a seat next to him.

He reached into his pocket and pulled out a small plastic bag filled with blunts. He took out a new blunt, lit it, and took a long drag, then handed it over to Hinata. She looked at it confusedly, not sure what to do.

"Have you ever smoked before?" Sasuke asked, watching her closely.

Hinata shook her head, still feeling unsure of herself. "No, I haven't."

Sasuke nodded, then took the blunt back from her. "Okay, here's how you do it," he said, holding it out between his fingers. "Hold it between your pointer and your thumb and suck. Just take a small hit at first, then breathe it in."

Hinata did as she was told, taking the blunt and holding it between her fingers. She took a small hit, then breathed it in. The smoke was harsh, and she coughed a little, but she felt a wave of relaxation wash over her.

"Good," Sasuke said, a small smile playing on his lips. "Now pass it back." Hinata handed the blunt back to him, their fingers grazing against each other. As the effects of the drug kicked in.

"I think you're hot and I want to fuck you," he said bluntly.

Hinata's eyes widened in surprise. "That was pretty straightforward, don't you think?" she asked, taking the blunt back and inhaling deeply before handing it back.

Sasuke shrugged. "Might as well say it."

Hinata took another drag and exhaled the smoke slowly. "So, is that all you wanted to say?" she asked, her stutter slowly fading away.

Sasuke blew out a puff of smoke and looked into her eyes. In a swift movement, he was on top of her, brushing a strand of hair away from her face. "Why can't I stay away from you?" he asked softly.

Hinata remained silent, unsure of how to respond to his sudden advance. Sasuke leaned in closer to Hinata, his eyes darkening with desire. Hinata's heart was pounding in her chest as she felt his breath on her skin. She didn't know what to do, her mind was clouded by the smoke and the overwhelming sensations coursing through her body.

Sasuke placed his hand on Hinata's thigh and she gasped at the touch. He leaned in to kiss her, his lips meeting hers in a heated embrace. Hinata felt like her body was on fire as she responded to his kiss, her hands moving up to tangle in his hair.

As their lips parted, Sasuke whispered, "I want you." Hinata felt her heart skip a beat at his words. He kissed his way down her neck, sending shivers down Hinata's spine. As he slipped himself between her legs, she gasped, feeling a surge of pleasure.

"W-What about Sakura?" she managed to say, trying to resist the temptation. "We can't do this to her. Even if I want you to," Hinata admitted, feeling torn between her desires and her loyalty to her friend.

Sasuke paused, looking at her intently. "Forget about Sakura for now," he said, tracing his finger along her lips. "Just focus on us. At this moment." Hinata closed her eyes, feeling the heat rising in her body. She couldn't deny the attraction she felt towards Sasuke.

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Sasuke's shirt was soon discarded, adding to the pile of clothes on the floor. Their self-control was thrown out the window as they continued to kiss and touch each other. Hinata's moans were muffled by her hand, but Sasuke wanted to hear every sound she made. He moved her hand and held it above her head, urging her to let go and give in to the pleasure. The phone buzzed, interrupting their moment. Sasuke's frustration grew as he ignored the call and went back to kissing Hinata's neck, leaving a trail of marks in his wake.

Hinata's body writhed under his touch. "U-uchiha-san," she moaned. Sasuke paused, his lips hovering over her collarbone. He looked at Hinata, his dark eyes filled with desire.

As Sasuke continued to grind against her, the phone rang again. This time, he sat up in frustration and grabbed his phone. "What?" he answered, annoyed by the interruption.

"Hey, Sasuke!" Naruto's voice rang through the phone.

"Dobe, I'm a little busy. Couldn't you call me later?" Sasuke growls on the phone. He played with Hinata's nipples through her bra.

"Mm"

"Oh shit! Were you and Sakura going to do it? Well, good thing I called! Cock blocked!" Naruto's voice boomed through the phone. Sasuke quickly hung up and turned to look at Hinata, who was biting her lip nervously.

Sasuke got off Hinata and sat next to her on the couch, running his hand through his hair. He picked up the abandoned blunt, taking a deep drag. "Fuck," he cursed under his breath. Hinata sat up and threw on a shirt to cover herself. Sasuke faced her, running his hand through his hair again and letting out a sigh. "Let's hook up," he said straightforwardly.

"But what about Sakura?" Hinata stuttered, taking a break to think. "I just got out of a relationship with Kiba," she continued, contemplating what to say while Sasuke looked at her boredly. "L-Let me think about it."

Sasuke put the leftover blunt down and pulled her onto his lap, leaning back and relaxing. "Let me guess, it's your first time?" he said, grasping her hip to keep her from moving off. Hinata tugged on the bottom of her shirt nervously before nodding shyly. "Who better to lose your first time with than me?" Sasuke suggested.

Hinata blushed. "C-Cocky much?" she replied.

Sasuke chuckled. "Just confident," he said, leaning up to kiss her neck. "But seriously, Hinata, think about it. We both want it."

Hinata closed her eyes and leaned into his touch. "I know," she whispered. "I just don't want to hurt Sakura."

Sasuke pulled back and looked at her seriously. "Look, I don't want to hurt Sakura either. But we can't deny what we feel, Hinata. And as for us, we can figure it out as we go. I'm not looking for anything serious right now, but I'm not opposed to it either. We'll take it slow, and if it doesn't work out, we can just be friends."

Hinata thought about it for a moment. "I need more time to think." She said slowly.

Sasuke smirked and pulled her in for a kiss. "You won't be thinking for long."

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Hinata sat alone on her couch, lost in thought. Her mind raced back and forth between Sakura and Sasuke, trying to figure out what to do. She weighed the pros and cons of each decision, not knowing which path to take. She had never known life without Sakura, and she didn't want to ruin their friendship. However, her newfound feelings for Sasuke were too strong to ignore. The passion she felt for him was unlike anything she had ever experienced before. The way their lips fit together perfectly was undeniable, and she didn't want to lose that feeling. Hinata was torn between two paths. On one hand, she could choose to pursue Sasuke and risk losing her friend. On the other hand, she could choose to keep the friendship intact but possibly miss out on a chance at real love. It was a difficult decision that she didn't know how to make.

"Meow." Mochi walked into the room, and Hinata whined while patting her lap. The cat settled down, and Hinata began to talk to her. "Who should I choose, Sasuke or Sakura?" Mochi responded with a meow. Hinata realized that she couldn't understand the cat and tried again, saying "Sakura..." but the cat remained silent. When she said "Or Sasuke," Mochi meowed. Hinata took a deep breath and said, "Fuck." It was the first time she had cursed, and she knew that Sasuke was a bad influence on her.