Lisa took consecutive deep breaths when she was finally inside her room, at least that's what she had already assumed, since this is the room that she was always using whenever she was there.
She leaned her back on the closed and locked door, placing her right hand on her chest. Lisa no longer needed a mirror just to confirm that she looked like a ripe tomato. She can feel it.
The intense hotness on her face was confirming it. She was blushing madly. She was a blushing mess now. Even though she was finally alone- even though none of her friends were around to tease her, or even Jennie, her heart still hadn't calmed down yet. Because she was alone now, she was now starting to be worried.
Worried that Jennie had heard what they were talking about. If Jennie did, what would she even do? How would she face her without blushing at first? But most importantly, Lisa was thinking about what Jennie's reaction would be, what would she say if she learned about Lisa's feelings for her.
I bet she will apologize because she can't reciprocate my feelings and this would only be a one-sided love.
Jennie would never choose me over the girl that she's currently in love with. I bet she would avoid me.
Lisa was about to cry already when a deep voice, calling her name and a knock on her door, startled her.
"Oh fuck!" Lisa cursed again in surprise as she got as far as she could from the door.
"Lisa, are you okay?" Lisa heard. It was Jennie.
Her voice was telling Lisa that she was really worried. Lisa could almost see the frown on Jennie's lips with her tone.
Shit. Shit. Shit.
Lisa mentally cursed as she messed her hair with both of her hands in frustration. She rarely cusses, actually, she can't remember the last time she had even cussed before today. But just today- just a few minutes ago, she did, five times already.
