Dusk Till Dawn// Taekook

Chapter 40

"So, Jungkook, do you have something to share after our last session?"

The said vampire swallowed thickly.

"There's nothing to say, just Taehyung and I had a little fight but that's all..."

"A fight? Do you want to talk about it?" Jackson carefully asked.

"It's just, he was jealous because my current boss is a girl that I used to like when I was fourteen. But I eventually told him that it's him whom I loved, Jieun is my teenager crush and that's all. We made up after that, but... I was already feeling overwhelmed after the therapy and the works and I felt like it was..."

"Too much?" Mr Wang finished for him. "It's completely fine as it was your first therapy session. It's fine to feel overwhelmed. If you remembered, I asked you to take a rest but you said that you had work, which is fine but dealing with too much things might not be good"

"You're right. But Jieun sent me important stuffs so I had to do it. As for Tae, I also had to reassure him"

"Alright, alright, it's a good thing that you managed to deal with these things. Now, I'm going to ask you about how much blood you drank that day. I could deduce from what you've told me that stress and any negative emotions trigger your thirst for blood" the therapist asked, looking straight at Jungkook's eyes.

"I drank five blood bags for lunch, another five for dinner and maybe ten others when I was sure that Tae fell asleep" he blurted out. "I feel so bad for lying to him... I tried to hold myself together but after the stress all day and the works, he was jealous because I have to go to a party with Jieun! He was mad at me all day... I needed the blood!" He slightly lost his cool at the end.

"It's fine, I understand, Jungkook" Jackson trie to assure him but Jungkook didn't feel reassured at all. "And the next day, how many amount of blood did you take?"

"I had work but Taehyung felt bad so he pampered me with a lot of foods. I drank like three bags during each meals"

"You didn't take any when Taehyung was asleep?"

Jungkook shook his head.

"It's already a good thing. I'm proud of you"

"Don't be. I don't think that I'll go on like that for a long time" Jungkook breathed out. "Yesterday, I went on a run with Jungwoon and we saw a rabbit, my cousin found it very cute but all my focus was.... I wanted to-urgh-just-"

"You can say it, go on" Mr Wang encouraged in a soft tone.

"I wanted to drink its blood. It was so bad. I felt like a monster, hell, I'm a monster!" The vampire complained.

"Your want to kill won't disappear all of the sudden. It's normal that you still feel like that. Just tell me, you didn't go after the rabbit,
did you?

"No, I wanted to but then I got a text from Taehyung, me and Woon had to leave"

"So, the omega again. It's a good thing that he's keeping you sane yet not at the same time" Jackson explained but all Jungkook did was frown deeply. "You drank more blood because of a fight with him but yesterday, you managed to restrain yourself all thanks to him. I see where it's going..."

"Is that a good thing?" The vampire peeked with curiosity.

"To be honest, it's not quite a good thing" Jungkook flinched. "But you don't have to worry. I'm not saying that he's toxic for you, he can be a great help but you have to always remember that you're doing this mainly for yourself"

"I'm doing it for him and the girls. A bit for myself but mainly for them" Jungkook corrected.

"That's where you're wrong. You can't live your life in fonction of others. It's cute and all but you have to want things for yourself."