My Man (18+) ✔️

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Days turned into weeks, and the tension between Inessa and Vincent only seemed to escalate. They found themselves constantly at odds, each determined to make the other feel the same pain they had endured.

Arguments became a regular occurrence, with accusations and harsh words flying back and forth. Inessa couldn't forgive Vincent for the way he had manipulated her, for hiding his true identity as a mafia boss. And Vincent, in turn, resented Inessa for playing him, for leaving him without a word.

The presence of baby Matteo seemed to be the only thing that kept them from completely tearing each other apart. In his presence, they put on a façade of civility, attempting to coexist for the sake of their child. But as soon as the baby was out of sight, their true feelings emerged, fueling their conflicts.

One evening, after putting Matteo to bed, Inessa and Vincent found themselves alone in the living room. The silence was heavy with unspoken resentment and anger. Inessa couldn't hold back any longer.

"Why did you lie to me, Vincent?" she demanded, her voice laced with hurt. "You played with my emotions, and you never even told me who you really were."

Vincent scoffed, his eyes filled with defiance. "And what about you, Inessa? You pretended to love me, only to leave me without a trace. You shattered my trust."

Their voices grew louder, their words cutting deep into each other's wounds. The air was thick with tension, their anger fueling their relentless bickering. They seemed locked in a cycle of blame and resentment, unable to find a way out.

Inessa's eyes filled with tears as she lashed out, her voice trembling with emotion. "I thought we could be a family, Vincent. I wanted to believe that you could change. But now, I don't know if I can ever trust you again."

Vincent's face hardened, his gaze cold and distant. "Trust is a luxury neither of us can afford, Inessa. We're both broken, and no amount of forgiveness can fix that."

As the argument continued, it became clear that forgiveness was not yet within their reach. The wounds ran too deep, the pain too raw. They had hurt each other too much, and the scars were too fresh.

Inessa finally reached her breaking point, her voice strained with exhaustion. "I can't do this anymore," she whispered, her words filled with defeat. "I can't keep fighting with you."

Vincent's expression softened momentarily, a hint of regret flickering in his eyes. But he quickly masked it, his walls shooting back up. "Then what do you suggest?" he asked, his voice tinged with bitterness.

Inessa shook her head, tears streaming down her face. "I don't know," she admitted, her voice barely a whisper. "But I know that we can't go on like this."

With that, she turned and walked away, leaving Vincent standing alone in the silence of the room. The weight of their unresolved conflicts hung heavily in the air, a reminder of the deep chasm that now separated them.

As they each retreated to their own corners, the pain of their fractured relationship remained, casting a shadow over any hope of reconciliation. It seemed that forgiveness and understanding were still distant dreams, and their journey to find solace in each other's arms was far from over.

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Vincent stumbled into the kitchen, his footsteps heavy with the weight of his frustration. His mind was clouded, consumed by a mix of anger, regret, and the burning sting of betrayal. With a shaky hand, he reached for the bottle of whiskey, pouring himself another drink, seeking solace in the numbing effect of alcohol.

But the more he drank, the more his emotions swirled out of control. In a fit of rage, he smashed his fist into the kitchen countertop, the pain in his hand only serving to fuel his anger. He clenched his teeth, the physical pain a meager reflection of the turmoil within him.

Inessa, who had been nearby, heard the commotion and rushed into the kitchen. Her eyes widened in alarm as she took in the sight of Vincent, intoxicated and wounded. Anger flashed across her face, mixing with concern.

"What the hell are you doing, Vincent?" she exclaimed, her voice laced with frustration. "Drinking yourself into oblivion? Is that going to solve anything?"

Vincent's gaze flickered towards her, his eyes bloodshot and filled with a mix of emotions. He didn't answer, unable to find the words to express the hurricane of feelings that consumed him.

Inessa sighed, her anger momentarily overshadowed by a deep-rooted concern. She approached him cautiously, her voice softening. "Let me see your hand. We need to clean that wound."

Vincent reluctantly extended his hand towards her, the throbbing pain a reminder of his own self-destruction. As Inessa gently cleaned the wound, a silence settled between them, broken only by the sound of running water.

Their eyes met, and for a moment, time stood still. Inessa's heart ached at the intensity she saw in Vincent's eyes, the depths of his pain mirrored in her own. But she quickly snapped out of the vulnerable moment, her voice filled with a mixture of frustration and sadness.

"Stop looking at me like that," she snapped, her voice tinged with hurt. "You can't keep tormenting me with your gaze. We're broken, Vincent, and I can't bear the weight of your gaze on top of everything else."

Vincent's expression shifted, a mix of regret and longing crossing his features. He wanted to reach out to her, to beg for forgiveness, to bridge the chasm that had formed between them. But he knew that the wounds were too fresh, too deep, for such a simple act to heal.

With a heavy sigh, Inessa finished cleaning the wound and released Vincent's hand. She took a step back, creating a physical distance between them that mirrored the emotional divide. Her voice wavered slightly as she spoke.

"You need to stop, Vincent," she said softly but firmly. "You need to face your own demons and find a way to heal. But until then, I can't be a part of this destructive cycle."

Her words hung in the air, heavy with the weight of their shattered relationship. Vincent's eyes followed her as she walked away, leaving him alone in the kitchen, wounded both physically and emotionally.

In the stillness of the room, he knew that he had to confront his own pain, and his own regrets, and find a way to mend his broken spirit. But whether he would find a way back to Inessa's heart remained uncertain, as their journey to forgiveness and reconciliation seemed increasingly treacherous and uncertain.