Echoes Of Poetry

Unveiling the Chains: A Journey to Self-Acceptance

In the depths of self-hatred, where tears become my ink,
I find myself drowning in fears, unable to unlink.
I project confidence to the world, a facade I wear so well,
But inside, I'm tangled in expectations, a prison cell.

Why do I care so much about the thoughts of others' minds?
Their judgments haunt my every step, like chains that bind.
But in this life, I must pause, take a breath, and declare,
"You don't own me, my worth is not defined by your glare."

I won't be shackled by my demons, no longer held down,
For this life is mine to live, my freedom to be found.
If you think I'm childish, reckless in my youthful prime,
I embrace it with open arms, for I'm just nineteen, in my prime.

Expectations and dreams, they differ from person to person,
I'll follow my own path, regardless of societal coercion.
I'll seize each day, for who knows what lies ahead?
In the face of uncertainty, I'll embrace life, instead.

Though I battle self-hatred, a war within my soul,
I won't let it define me, I'll reclaim my self-control.
I'll cherish my life, every precious moment I'm given,
For tomorrow's promise is uncertain, like whispers in the wind.

So, even if I despise myself, I'll let love fill my heart,
I'll break free from the chains that tear my soul apart.
For I am free, like a bird soaring high in the sky,
Living life on my terms, even if my wings are shy.

Please understand, it's not easy, this struggle I endure,
Thoughts of self-harm consume me, relentless and pure.
But I seek solace in this truth, however hard it may be,
That despite the darkness, I deserve to live fully and be free.

So, judge me if you will, but my spirit remains untouched,
I'll navigate this journey, my soul's wounds gently clutched.
For in this world of chaos, I'll find my inner peace,
And embrace my life, with flaws and self-hatred's release.

~~kereninkwell