Rain Fall / dnf

| 009 |

Tw: talks of eating disorders and body image.

I wake up in the coolness of my own bed, in my own sheets.

I look over to Punz's side, seeing he's not there. His bed still made and clothes off the floor.

After me and clay kissed... made out. He took me back and brought me here since Punz wasn't in the dorms yet.

I was tired and didn't trust myself walking through the halls alone, so he offered to take me back.

I yawn and reach over to my phone, grabbing it and turning it on.

3:45 am

Shit... I told Clay I could come by. I guess I fell asleep when I got back and slept for a couple of hours.

I told him I would go back to his dorm after I showered.

I stand up, slipping on a t-shirt quickly as I make my way over to the bathroom.

I brush my teeth, and do everything I need to do before looking at myself in the mirror.

Grey pyjama pants and a black T-shirt. It's fine who cares?

I slip on my shoes and leave my dorm, careful not to wake anyone else up in the dorms around mine.

I walk down the halls and into the next building.

I jog up the stairs quickly as I walk down the hall, turning left once I get to his side of the building.

I walk down the long hallway and stop in front of the dark green door.

I knock and wait.

And wait.

Until a minute later when the door opens and Clay appears.

"Hey! Sorry I fell asleep for a while... are you still streaming or did you finish?" I ask, looking at him as he looks back at me.. dumbfounded.

A small smile appears on his face as he starts to chuckle. He rests his hand on the door, holding his weight up.

"What?" I ask.

"George..." he grins, "that wasn't a few hours ago... that was last night, last last night"

My eyes widen as I bring a hand to my mouth, "Oh my god... I'm so sorry—"

"No no, it's okay!" He smiles, "Well— if you want I'm streaming right now so..."

"Uh yeah sure," I say, walking in as he shut the door behind me, "Is sapnap here?"

"Nope!" He pops the p as he sits back down in his chair, bringing another one beside him.

"Did you seriously just buy another super comfy chair for me?" I ask, sitting down in the chair that's like his beside him.

He pressed a button on his keyboard as he passes me a second pair of headphones.

I put it on, and he puts his on as he brings the mic closer.

"Chat! Ray has decided to join us" Clay looks at me "he's a bit tired so he won't stay here long"

"Hi," I say quietly, still not used to the whole.. talking to a screen thing...

"He's still nervous guys don't be jerks. He also saw all your comments on Twitter saying how amazing he was," Clay says.

I bring my knees to my chest as I lean back, listening to him talk about what he's going to do for his stream.

I see Minecraft open up, where he starts a world and sets a timer before playing.