DECEMBER 11TH || minsung

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jisung didn't mean too, but he ended up letting out tears as he told minho about his struggles.

he told minho about his self harm, and things about his life he didn't think he would of told anyone. minho now also knew about his problems with eating and about his insecurities. jisung told him about how he coped with his mothers death from a young age.

jisung expected minho to be confused and grossed out, but his reaction was the complete opposite.

even though minho hadn't gone through it himself, he could understand him, and certainly didn't think any lower of him.

jisung was now in minho's arms on the couch. he found it comforting. he was warm, and he felt secure in his arms.

he wanted to tell minho how grateful he was for him, but he didn't know how.

minho stroked jisung's hair with his hands, as his head laid up against his chest.

"minho?" jisung asked with a small voice.

"hm?" minho hummed looking down at him.

"i'm happy that you invited me to the cafe."

minho smiled and put his head on top of jisung's. "me too. i really like having you here ji." he said this as he continued to play with the boy's soft hair.

"i think you saved me, min. i don't know what i would have done without your help." his eyes began to water again.

minho sat up a bit, causing jisung to do the same. "well i'm do glad i did. jisung, your worth so much more than you think. i hope you realize it soon. your such an amazing person."

more tears. he really thinks so? "thank you."

he smiled. "of course."

**

when the cheesecake arrived at the house the boys went into the kitchen.

jisung was already anxious. and minho could tell. "can you try some? for me?"

jisung looked at the cake. it looks so good. jisung did want to eat some. he just knew he would eat too much. but he wanted to do it for minho. "i'll try."

minho gave him a smile. "thank you. just take your time."

as jisung took his first bites of cheesecake, he was eating fast. a little too fast. minho didn't want the boy to get sick. "jisung." he said softly.

jisung quickly looked up at him, food stuffed in his mouth. "your doing great. try to slow down a bit. hm?" he smiled.

jisung nodded, and took a sip of water.

and a little bit after that, jisung had eaten his whole piece of cake. minho couldn't help but feel like a proud mother. "you did so good ji. i'm so proud of you."

jisung's smile was so visible. he was also a little proud of himself, but most of all, he was happy minho was proud of him.

"ah, so what should we do now?" minho said looking at the time. it was around 4:30.

jisung thought for a moment, and came up with something a little out of his comfort zone. "i have an idea." he smiled.

"and what would that be?" minho asked, a little suspicious of jisung's big smile.

"just trust me, okay?"

minho looked into jisung's shining eyes. i trust you ji. i really do. "okay. i will."

jisung grabbed minho's hand and walked towards the door and realized something. "you may have to drive us there though."

minho gave a small laugh. "how can i drive us if i don't know where we're going?"

"i guess your right." he gave a small sigh before smiling. "but you can't back out, promise?" he said holding out his pinky.

"okay, i promise. i won't." he put his pinky finger with jisung's. minho took a step closer to him. "so where are we going?"

"we are getting tattoos."

minho was sort of surprised. "really? i didn't know you were bold like that."

jisung looked up at him. "i'm not, but i want to be. so this is my first step." he said as he smiled.

he couldn't help but stare at jisung's pretty smile. "what are you going to get?"

jisung quickly shook his head and pretended to zip his lips. "i'm not telling you. and you can't tell me either. it's a surprise for us both!"

"ohh, i like this idea." he grabbed jisung's hand tighter. "should we go?"

jisung nodded his head and followed minho to the car.

**

when they got to the tattoo shop close to their houses, they went their separate ways to two different artists.

"come right this way." spoke the artist jisung was given.

jisung was lead to a chair in a decorated room. the room was cute and organized. "woah, i like your room."

the artist looked around. "oh thank you." he smiled. "what's your name?"

"han jisung. and you are?"

"choi beomgyu. and mr. han, what can i do for you today?" he said as he smiled.

jisung thought for a moment. he wanted something meaningfu. "can you tatoo scars?"

beomgyu looked at the boy and nodded. "of course. is that what you would like?"

jisung looked down at his arm and slowly pulled up his sleeve. "can you turn this scar into something, more beautiful?"

beomgyu looked at the big, deep scar on jisung's arm. "i'll try my best. can i freestyle?"

jisung smiled and nodded.

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