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18 | Tampa, FL
ALEXIUS JOHNSON

9:25 am

I couldn't help but admire Kiang's face as he slept peacefully beside me with his arms hugging my waist tight, like I would escape.

I just moved in closer to him and wrapped my arm around his neck as his arms grew tighter around my waist, pulling me more in.

Our naked bodies clashed together, letting no air separate us and no space be between us. It felt good to feel his body warmth as we held each-other close.

I just can't believe that I actually did what I did last night. --I gave him oral and he took my virginity.

I don't regret any of what happened and I don't have a reason to. It was all so perfect for our first time and I wouldn't wish for me to have shared my body with anyone else.

Every scene from last night flooded my mind. My area tingled remembering the rounds me and Kiang had, and how he did everything just right.

I couldn't help but blush thinking about my toes in his mouth. -- How he made me feel when praising me after every stroke and whispering in my ear like I wasn't already moaning uncontrollably loud.

A wave of embarrassment washed over me just from thinking about how loud my moans were. I can't help but wonder if anyone heard me.

Gosh I have such a big mouth.

Suddenly I felt soft lips being placed against my neck as he grabbed my thick thigh and placed it on top of his.

I looked down to see if he was woke, but seeing that his eyes were still closed as he only groaned and shifted himself more against me.

Exactly what just took place, flashed my mind.

It felt like I was experiencing a wave of deja-vu. Like this whole thing has happened before. --The thought of it made my body react in a shiver.

It's amazing how deja-vu is even a thing, and it's even crazier how your feelings can be affected by just one person.

I love my man so much it probably seems unhealthy to another. I just couldn't imagine another man's face in my head. Kiang is literally all that I think about, and I love him unconditionally.

I looked back down at him, admiring his handsome face. His chin hair gave off grown man vibes, exactly what I liked along with his medium sized nose and big lips.

His waves were everything as they defined his face and beard line up. I closed my eyes at the sun shining in the window, and taking in the heat touching my skin.

Opening my eyes, I watched as Nathaniel's light-skin glowed under the light. His skin was so clear and smooth which I was jealous of because he only used one thing, which is dove sensitive skin for his face and body.

He's never had breakouts or anything, unlike me who has a new pimple every other week I wake up.

My eyes then landed on his pink lips. I couldn't help but think of the way his lips felt against mine which made me go against my better judgement and lean down, softly pressing my lips against his soft cold ones.

I finally had someone I could show my entire self to and I'm not ashamed to show him any part of me.

Pulling back, I kissed his forehead before I resume my action of admiring him.

"Why you staring lil girl?" I giggled, holding his face as he rolled over getting between my legs. I could feel his print poking me through his boxers as I wore only his big t-shirt with no undergarments.