ALEXIUS JOHNSONIt's been a week since our argument, and though we spoke it over that same night, Nathaniel was still in his mood.
He played it like he was okay, but I knew him and it was clear that he wasn't over me being secretive about my pregnancy.
I honestly don't know what to do to make it up to him. I've tried to cook for him, massage his body after work, and help him with his business, but in all honesty, nothing has seemed to work.
I feel as if I'm doing something wrong or I'm just not doing enough. --I feel like it's all my fault because I shouldn't have put my stupid idea of a surprise first.
It wasn't only about me, but him too since he took part in making our baby.
He told me millions of times before we even started being intimate with one another that he wanted a family with me, and it's not like I took that chance away from him because I didn't, but I guess he feels like that's what I was going to do, but I would never.
It isn't in me to do that to me or him, because I wanted this too. --I also want a baby and I've only dreamed to have a child with him.
I love him...
"Niel," I immediately stood up to my feet from the couch at the sound of a total of three knocks to my front door and I immediately recognized that knock.
Nathaniel is the only I know who knocks on my door three times, and not only that, he knocks in a unique rhythm that I always love to hear.
One time I made him stand outside for a total of three minutes just to hear it more. I can't help but be intrigued by him. Everything he does makes me happy, even the little things.
"Come open the door baby," A smile graced my face at the sound of his voice coming from the other side of the door.
I wasted no time rushing to the door on my tip toes and unlocking the door for him. I squealed lowly seeing him holding my favorite set of roses in his arm.
Even when mad with me he still managed to make me happy. He continued to spoil me with Queen treatment and roses, and I'm just so blessed to be his fiancée.
He said nothing stepping into my house fully making me step back as he locked the door while keeping his eyes directly on me.
When he made sure my door was locked, he came over and stooped down to my level to pair our lips.
"Thank you," I couldn't help but smile as he placed the flowers in my hands.
"You ready to go?" He asked going into the living room while I walked into the kitchen. I took a extra vase from my cabinet and put the flowers in it with some water and the plant food they gave with the flowers.
It's only one place he always gets my flowers from and they're always fresh.
"Yes, I just need to put my shoes on," She said walking into the living room where he was sitting on the couch.
"Comere so I can help you," He waved her over.
She said nothing grabbing her shoes from by the coat closet and going over to take a seat by him on the couch so he could help her put her shoes on.
"These the ones you just recently bought?" He asked taking a seat on the floor to help her better.
"Yes, from balenciaga," She nodded happily.
"And Niel," She said making him hum in response considering he was busy tying her shoes.
"I didn't want to say it, but I think that I might be a month pregnant," She said to him. He was quiet for a minute before he moved on to put on her other shoe and when he did, he switched back over to her right foot to tie the shoe strings.
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