You & I (Greyson Chance fan fiction with a pair of twins)

Don't find fault. Find a remedy.

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CHAPTER TWENTY

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=BRITNEY POV=

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According to Dr Too, Destiny's situation is stable now, I am so glad to hear that, I really hope she can recover soon, I've been hiding in a hotel for a while, feeling guilty with every breath I take, her hurt face when running out of our house that night haunts me every time I close my eyes. I finally made up my mind to visit her at the hospital that day and I saw her lying on the bed almost lifelessly, her rosy cheeks were gaunt and her cheekbones were protruding, her usual shining eyes were closed and dark circles contrasting with her pale complexion. I've never seen her like that ever; it would be the last thing I want to see. Greyson was by her side of course, holding her hands, gazing at her with intense sadness and love. I didn't dare to face her, I'm the worst person on earth.  

After knowing Destiny, my dear twin sister, the closest person I ever had, was diagnosed with Leukaemia, I was totally shattered into pieces. She had been fighting alone for months, and I did nothing to neither help her nor make her life any better, instead, I tried stealing the boy who she loved for a long time. I am so ashamed of myself. Seriously. I went to the bar and got drunk, had a fight with some filthy whores then I almost thought of suicidal, then I realised I can't. I can't. Destiny needs me. 

I am utterly sorry for my mistake, I know she would forgive me, she's always been my lovely sister, kind and sweet, forever putting herself as the last priority and giving me the best things since young, and I've been such an awful sister in return, I could never forgive myself. Ever It is no mystery Greyson loved Destiny so much, how can he not? She's truly an angel falling from earth. Without noticing, strings of tears were rolling down my cheeks again, I rubbed them hastily, I am such a sinner. 

I decided to go push my luck to see if my bone marrow suits her, and thank god, it did, words cannot describe my feelings at that moment, cause according to the doctor, Destiny's bone marrow is really rare, who knows i might be the only one who suits her? Without hesitations, i signed for a bone marrow transplant. I know the risk and stuff, i know i could be endangered too, but who cares, my life would be meaningless without her, I was practically the reason she got admitted into the hospital so sudden. I have no second thoughts with my decision. 

I've just finished the surgery and they are currently working on Destiny. I saw Greyson pacing back and forth outside Destiny's room, praying so sincerely that i believe no God would bear to not answer his prayers. I see Vicky around too sometimes, persuading Greyson to eat or drink but he hardly ever take in anything until she says Destiny would want him to do so too. I am always at the far end, secretly watching them then returning to my hiding spot. I am glad so many people cared for her. She deserve all the best things in the universe. 

I've been thinking a lot and talking to myself all the times recently, I realized all the things i should have done when she was awake... My thoughts were interrupted rudely by the ringing of my mobile phone. I picked my iPhone up and take a look at the dallier ID first before answering, as soon as i saw the hospital's number, i swipe the screen with my thumb and hold the phone closely to my ear. 

"... Thank heavens! Thank you Dr Too." I said with sheer relive and overwhelming happiness.

Destiny has awakened. 

I quickly get myself prepared in a record-breaking five minutes and zoomed off to the hospital; I can't wait to see my beloved twin sister again. 

"No Dee... No... You got the wrong idea.." Greyson's voice was soft and hoarse. I paused my pace abruptly. I stood outside Destiny's door and saw Greyson and Destiny in a deep conversation. 

"You'll be perfect with Britney, she's beautiful and charming just like you, she has confident which is what you always tried to build in me.." Destiny's voice was shallow and weak. It breaks my heart hearing that. 

I leaned on the wall and sank down on the floor. Destiny is trying to convince Greyson to choose me instead of herself, she has such low self esteem as always and trying to let me have all the good things. She thinks that she's not worthy because of her sickness, she thinks that Greyson's too good for her. 

What does she knows? I can't control myself anymore, I pushed the door open and strode in. The shock on Greyson's face mirrored Destiny's. I couldn't blame them, who would expect me to appear? 

"Destiny Michelle Whitney, can you see the good side of yourself? Can you think for yourself for once instead of putting everyone ahead of your priority?" I half-exclaimed. Both of them were still in shock with my presence then even taken aback by my sudden outburst. 

"I was a bitch, I was the one who tried seducing your boyfriend and caused you to end up in the hospital. Now you're trying to push the boy you have been loving since forever away to your bitchy sister? How could you? Treat yourself well for once will you? Like seriously." I continued as none of them are speaking.  

There was an awkward silence so i decided to break it, "I am truthfully sorry and i swear i won't ever interfere your life anymore. Um, I am outta here." And with that, i turned to my heels and slipped out of the room. 

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[ A/N: Dear all, sorry for being unable to finish this story quick, I am very busy with school, honestly. I just got a few papers today and my results wasn't as i expected *sighs* but I am gonna focus on writing for now, let the Greyson fantasies consume me. 

So, this chapter, yay or nay? So far I've only done Greyson's POV and Destiny's POV, i decided to come up with a Britney's POV. How much would you guys rate Britney on a scale 1-10? Do leave comments, i really appreciate each and every comment! Do share this fan fiction with your friends and family too if you really like it. Thanks! ]