OUR OWN ENDING [KimChay Stories Compilation]

SAME SKY: BESIDE YOU

Months into the tour, Kim is still halfway across the world from Chay. There are still a couple of months before the tour ends and he badly misses Chay. 

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3 months. It's been 3 lonely and insufferable months since Kim and Chay got separated because of Kim's world tour. Kim misses Chay so badly that he's thought of ditching the tour and going home to his boyfriend. Of course, he knows Chay will get mad at him and he doesn't want that. So, there he is having practice for his show in New York. He just wants to finish this day and call Chay once he gets to his hotel. The more days they were separated, the more he got discouraged from finishing his tour. He needs Chay badly.

The first few weeks were quite easy, unbearable of course, but tolerable. They video-called each other every day and every night as they said. Chay often updates Kim on what he is doing, whether he's at the university or when he stays at the main family's house. Kim never thought he would get jealous of his brother, Khun, for having fun with his boyfriend while he is homesick. On the other hand, he's actually thankful to Khun and Porsche for accompanying Chay while he's away. At least, he knows that Chay is not alone.

Damn it, he wants to go home now. There was a time when they video-called, Chay is about to fall asleep but Kim is just about to start his day.

"I'm starting to hate sleeping alone," Chay said. He had a long day at the university and he's extremely tired. When Kim is with him, one hug from him will remove his tiredness. But now, he's always extra tired because the source of his energy is away from him.

"You and I, both, baby," Kim said, drying his freshly showered hair. "I promise I will come home soon. I wish I was beside you right now."

"I wish that too. I miss you so much, love." Chay whispered then he yawned. Their apartment is already dark, yet Kim's hotel room is already creeping with sunlight.

Kim chuckled, "Go to sleep, baby." He watched his lover lay in their bed, Chay's laptop beside him so Kim could see him.

"Good night, P'Kim. I love you." Chay whispered.

"Good morning, baby. I love you too." Kim responded.

"Can you sing for me, P'Kim? I miss it when you sing for me to sleep." Chay said, his eyes already droopy.

Kim smiled, "Of course." he answered and sang. Kim's voice is Chay's lullaby. It feels good, but it's different when they're together. When they cuddled in their bed, Kim's hands would soothe Chay's back. They really miss each other.

Kim watched as Chay slowly fell asleep. His heart aches again. Chay is there, alone in their bed. He felt so close, yet so far away from him. Damn it, his heart wants to come home already.

"I love you so much, baby," Kim whispered. He knows Chay won't hear him, but at least he would feel his love for him. He watched his boyfriend sleep for half an hour, adoringly, before ending the call to start his day.

These past few days they have had trouble communicating. Chay got busier at the university and barely had time to call him or even answer his calls. He rarely updates Kim too. Kim got worried. What if Chay was so busy that he forgets to eat? What if Chay got sick? Who would take care of him if he was alone in their apartment? Kim was overthinking things about Chay that he can't even focus on on his tour.

"Okay, that's perfect, people! Just a few more polishing steps and we're ready for the show in two days. So, go home and take a rest. Especially you, Wik." The director said and dismissed everyone.

"Finally," Kim muttered under his breath. He quickly went to his dressing room and changed clothes. He is tired and sweaty from today's rehearsal. He just wants to go back to his hotel room and hear his lover's voice. When he got home, he immediately took a quick shower, and then called Chay. After 3 rings, Chay picked up.