your blueberry boy ・❥・ hyunlix

neuf

[hyunjin pov]

i ran into the hospital and looked at my watch.

01:31am

"shit!" i shrieked, running towards the reception.

there was nobody in the lobby, the receptionist, mr. seo, was fast asleep, snoring loudly as his face was pressed up against his desk.

i stood there nervously, lightly tapping his shoulder, "hello? mr. seo?-" "WHAT!" mr. seo was now wide awake, staring at me with fury in his eyes.

i flinched at the sight of the angry man. "i'm sorry for disturbing you, sir. i was just wondering where the recovery room was?" i asked politely.

"... over there..." mr. seo flicked his head to the right, where there was a massive sign that read: post-surgical recovery room

"thanks-" i quickly bowed as i began bolting towards the designated room with one person in mind - lee felix.

once i had arrived at the room, i scanned it with my eyes, but there was no sign of the freckled blonde being anywhere.

i raised my eyebrow in confusion, wondering where else felix could be.

"did he get transferred to a different room or something...?" i muttered, still trying to catch my breath.

after 5 minutes of crawling up stairs, i had finally reached felix's hospital room.

expecting nobody to be there, i opened it and peaked my head inside.

to my surprise, the australian boy was sitting up in his bed, just staring out of the window.

i grinned widely, walking up to him, "HEYYY! FELIX-" i paused.

i looked at the patient who was wide awake, with no drips attached to his body or doctors monitoring him.

"...hold on a minute." i froze.

the realisation then hit me.

the transplant didn't happen...?

i looked down at the ground below me and noticed a crumpled up note, i picked it up and began reading it.

...

i froze.

"w-what...?" i muttered under my breath.

but why...?

"...how could they do this to you... th-they promised you a heart!-" "it's fine..." the blonde interrupted.

felix then took a deep breath.

"at least..."

he paused for a brief moment.

"at least someone get's a heart, even if that person isn't me..."

i was shocked at felix's sentence, admiring his bravery.

"i... uhh... that is... that's a great way of thinking, felix..." i swallowed.

i slowly made my way closer to felix, as i sat down on the side of his bed.

"...have you..." i paused, "been awake all this time...?"

felix looked at me and frowned, purple eye bags drooping under his lifeless pearls, "i can't sleep..."

i looked at the poor guy.

all of a sudden, an idea shot into my head.

"...hey... felix."

"hmm...?"