your blueberry boy ・❥・ hyunlix

vingt

[felix pov]

it was the next morning, and the final day of december.

today, i woke up with no breakfast, and nobody to talk to.

hyunjin had come into work later than usual, leaving me alone for hours. once he had arrived, he said nothing, he just put his jacket down and sat on his phone.

i think the guilt was starting to hit him even more.

it was so awkward.

the silence was deafening.

then, the blueberry head finally decided to speak,

"...you can't just ignore me forever you know..."

i ignored him.

he frowned, "listen... i'm sorry for what i said yesterday, i went way too far. i promise you i didn't meant any of it, i just got carried in the heat of the moment."

i still didn't say anything.

"...i get that you're mad at me for some reason, but you've got to understand, i don't know what that reason is. how am i meant to fix it if i don't know what i've done?"

jeez, does this guy ever shut up?

"whatever it is, i know you don't want to talk about it, so i won't keep asking... and if you don't want, i won't spend new years with you."

...

"but you already promised me that you'd be here." i responded.

hyunjin just froze, and then looked at me, "you told me to fuck off yesterday, i thought you didn't want to be around me?"

i frowned, "a promise is still a promise."

the room went silent again.

it was selfish of me to be so angry at hyunjin just because he had a partner. if i'm being totally honest, i was just so jealous that his partner wasn't me.

but i still didn't really want to talk to hyunjin, the reason being was that he led me on even though he knew he was straight and taken.

but a promise is a promise, i had no one else to spend new years with, so hyunjin was my only option. even if he probably just wanted to spend it with his girlfriend.

a few hours had passed and nothing happened, except, hyunjin had left to go speak to dr. han.

[hyunjin pov]

"dr. han." i rushed out into the corridor, causing the squirrel to quickly turn around.

"ooh, yes, hello nurse hwang, what's up?" he asked.

"i need your help with something." i replied.

the doctor raised his eyebrow in confusion, "okay... what with?"

"i'm throwing a mini party in felix's room for the new year, but i want it to be a surprise."

"...i'm listening..."

"i need you to take him out of his room just for a few hours so that i can set up the decorations and everything, sound good?"

"sounds good." dr. han nodded, "do you want me to take him out now?"

"yes please if you can." i answered, smiling.

he gave me a thumbs up as he skipped towards felix's room in excitement.

now i could finally start preparing.

[felix pov]

i sat in my wheelchair, dr. han just behind me. in front of us was a massive fountain with small coins at the bottom of it. it was just us two in the area.