your blueberry boy ・❥・ hyunlix

vingt-sept

[felix pov]

shortly after chris and hyunjin had their conversation in the bathroom, hyunjin was acting weird.

it was starting to concern me, but i let it go.

this morning he was acting normal again, i think.

i sunk into hyunjin's arms as he carried me out of the bathroom, i was wrapped in a cozy towel with wet hair stuck to my face.

the nurse carefully placed me down into my bed, stroking my soft blonde hair.

"would you like some food?" he asked, as he sat down beside me.

"no thanks... i'm not hungry, just tired." i replied.

hyunjin frowned, "you're probably so tired because of how low your blood sugar is."

"but, whenever i eat something i just vomit it back out, so what's the point?" i responded, lying down on my pillow.

"don't do this... you've got to eat. you know that."

"i told you i can't!"

"felix, if you can't eat, you'll be tube fed..."

i froze, "...tube fed...? but that's how they feed old people when they're on their death bed..."

"exactly." the blueberry head harshly responded.

"okay, fine i'll eat. get me some food." i gulped.

he smiled, "i know you're just trying to avoid eating, but you can do it, i know you can."

i gave a weak smile back.

hyunjin was right, i could probably eat just as well as he could. maybe it was just my mind playing tricks on me.

the ferret stood up and made his way out of the room, winking as he did so.

[hyunjin pov]

"hyunjin, dude. we can't make toast mushy." yeji stated.

"but my patient is struggling to eat right now." i replied.

"what? does felix not have teeth or something?" she spat back.

"no, it's just - whenever he eats something, he just pukes it right back out." 

"you should probably speak to dr. han about that. also, why should i make food for him if he's just gonna spit it out after?"

"pleaseeee yeji, all humans poop out their food, does that mean we shouldn't feed ourselves?"

yeji gave me a disgusted look after i said that horrific sentence, "...okayyy... well i was joking, so don't worry. i can't just refuse to serve someone. i care for the patients here just as much as you nurses do." she smiled, waddling into the kitchen.

i rolled my eyes, leaning on the wall, waiting.

[felix pov]

"felix..." a soft voice spoke.

"hey..."

"wakey wakey..."

my eyes fluttered open to the sight of none other than hwang hyunjin himself. as well as that, the smell of cooked food was travelling up my nose.

"felix?" the blueberry head smiled.

"mhhrmdnemm...." i muttered in response.

"you fell asleep while i went to get your food, come on." he held my torso and sat me up, placing the tray of hot food on my lap.

i rubbed my eyes softly, looking at the food below me.

it looked so good.

hyunjin picked up the knife and fork and cut up my lunch into small pieces so that i could eat it without having to chew much.

he put the knife down and dug the fork into a piece of toast, putting it near my mouth.

"hear comes the choo choo train, say aaaa~" the elder teased.

"oh fvk off, i'm 22 years old- AAAAAAA~" i opened my mouth as wide as i could as he placed the food inside.

i chewed on it, taking in all the delicious flavour.

it tasted like heaven.

hyunjin smiled at me while i ate, a small row of blush appearing on his cheeks.

he really was adorable.

"so, how was it?" he asked.

"amazing." i replied.

he picked up the fork again and dug it into another piece of toast.

i ate that piece, and a few more pieces. until i couldn't eat anymore.

"but you've practically ate nothing? come on felix."

i shrugged, "i enjoyed what i ate enough, i don't feel like eating anymore-" i was cut off by something clogging my throat.

hyunjin looked at me with worry, "are you okay??"

i choked for a second, and then i understand what was happening.

i lent my head over the side of my bed to where there was a red bucket for me to be sick in just in-case.

and, it's existence paid off.

all of a sudden, shots of vomit started to fly out of my mouth and into the bucket.

in the corner of my eye, i saw the nurse frown.

hyunjin held my hair back as i continued to gag and choke on the food i was now throwing up.

"there there." he pat my back as i caught my breath.

he then got some toilet paper to wipe my mouth, as well as my face which was now sweaty and hot.

"why did i... i can't believe it... you said i could eat hyunjin..." i muttered.

"it's alright... i'll sort something out with dr. han i promise, i won't let you just starve." he responded.

the nurse then landed a kiss on my forehead, putting me into bed, twisting the fan so that it was fully facing me.

"can you feel it?" he asked.

"mm.." i hummed in response.

the blue-haired korean tucked me into my thin blanket, "night night felix, sleep tight..."

"...don't let the nurse hwangs bite." was the last thing i heard before i drifted of to sleep.