I'm 24 and still haven't had my first kiss. It's simply because I'm too awkward and shy. There's no particular reason other than my own self-consciousness.
I have a boyfriend named Sharky, and we've been in the talking stage for 7 months and have been dating for 3 months now. Surprisingly, we haven't kissed yet. _
I was in bed reading emails on my laptop, Sharky comes into the room and walks over to me as he leans in I dodge his kiss. I felt bad because his whole expression dropped.
Each time he attempted to kiss me, I found myself doing something to prevent it. As I set my computer aside. I scoot over and he lays next to me with his head on my chest wrapping his arm around my waist. I gently caressed his cheek.
y: How was filming? Sharky: It was fun but tiring y: are you hungry? I can make you something. Sharky: it's fine I just wanna sleep. ~ I continued to stroke his cheek, providing comfort until he drifted off to sleep.
~ Hours later~
I received a text from the group chat suggesting that we all go out for dinner. We agreed to meet around 7-8, and since it was currently 5
I got ready and changed into
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Outfit, Makeup,Hair
Once I finished, I headed to the living room, where I found Sharky on the couch, on his laptop. He glanced up and his eyes widened at the sight of me.
Sharky: Wow, you look absolutely stunning ~ he says, rising from the couch and making his way toward me. y: Thank you ~ As he leaned in for a kiss, I gently redirected his jaw, planting a peck on his cheek instead. He looked at me with a confused expression, but soon brushed it off. Sharky: Where are you going? y: I'm going out to eat with the girls Sharky: Can I come? y: No, it's just us girls~ I chuckled, playfully Sharky: It hurts to let you go out looking like this. A lot of guys could be staring at you all night and maybe even try to steal you away from me. y: ay don't talk like that, babe ~ I got a message saying they're here. y: Oh, I have to go. I love you. I'll text you! Bye ~ I said, making my way out the door.
Sharky's pov I text the boys on the gc
Bunch of Schmucks
Guys... I have a feeling y/n is cheating on me
Chunkz: No way, not y/n Aj: 😱 What's going on Niko: what makes you say that?
Idk bro, she keeps dodging my kisses... The more I think about it. We never kissed. Once
Aj:😂😂 Kenny: Dump her Sharky 👎🏽 Niko: 🫣 Chunkz: Don't listen to him Kenny: what? I think it's kinda sus
Ugh she's out with girls apparently, and she walked out of the door like a GODDESS.
What if she lied just to sneak out with someone. else
Aj: Communication bro 🔑 Chunkz: for once Aj said something smart ^ Niko: yeah, talk to her. Never jump into conclusions. Don't be Kenny. Kenny: 🤷♂️
I just want to follow her ???
Niko: Get a life Sharky, you just got to trust her. Chunkz: 😂 _ In the company of my friends, Nella, Kayla, and Nina, we engaged in lively conversation over dinner.
Nella: How are things between you and Sharky y: We're good, but... I've been feeling bad. Kayla: How come? y: Well... every time he tries to kiss me, I push him away. And I have this feeling that he might assume I don't want him or even think I'm cheating on him. ~ The girls looked at me confused y: I haven't had my first kiss guys.... Nina: You haven't had your first kiss?! ~ I nodded, my cheeks flushing with embarrassment Kayla: Your first kiss?! Not even a peck on the lips? y: No... Does a kiss on the cheek count? Nina: No way! A kiss on the cheek doesn't count, girl! ~ they all laugh Nella: y/n, you're like 24. Don't be scared. You've done scarier things than a kiss. A kiss won't hurt. y: I guess you're right. It's just... I've built it up so much in my mind. ~ Kayla leaned forward, her voice gentle and encouraging. Kayla: We'll give you some tips, alright? You'll be a kissing pro in no time. ~ I straightened my posture, ready to a listen y: Okay, hit me Nina: First, approach smoothly. Remember the 90/10 rule. You lean in about 90% and let your partner lean in the remaining 10%. Also, tilt your head slightly to the right. Nella: And if you decide to add tongue, go easy on it. Treat it like you're massaging their tongue, but remember to control your saliva Kayla: Close your eyes when kissing. Opening your eyes just looks too weird. Trust me on that one. ~ We all laugh Nina: and the obvious, make sure your lips are soft like a cloud, and your breath smells good. Good oral hygiene is crucial. y: okay... Should I initiate it? Nella: Yeah, go for it! _ ~ After Dinner~
I found myself standing at the door, my heart pounding with nervous excitement. Taking a deep breath, I opened the door and entered the room, Sharky wasn't in the living room.
I set my keys down and made my way to our bedroom, where I see him lying on the bed, on his phone. I couldn't help but smile.
y: hey ~ Sharky looked up Sharky: Hey, how was dinner? ~ he sits up y: It was amazing ~ walking over to the bed. I took off my heels and gracefully climbed onto the bed, straddling his lap. His hands instinctively found their place on my waist.
Our faces drew closer, our lips just a breath away. With a surge of courage, I leaned in, closing the remaining space between us. Our lips met, and our tongues began to explore each other. A soft moan escaped my lips, blending with Sharky's own gasp of pleasure. We both pull away catching our breaths. Sharky's eyes widened
y: What? Was it bad Sharky: No, no! It was perfect y: Really? ~ He reached up to gently cup my cheek, his eyes full of adoration. Sharky: y/n, why now? y: This is actually my first kiss... you're my first kiss. And I just wanted it to be good... for you ~ His surprise turned into a genuine smile, his thumb caressing my cheek. Sharky: Your first? I'm your first kiss? ~ I nodded y: Yeah, I wanted it to be special. I've always wanted to kiss you, but my own insecurities held me back. I was afraid I would mess it up or disappoint you. Sharky: You're amazing, you know that? y: I literally had the girls give me tips. Look, I'm sorry if my hesitation ever made you feel like I didn't love you or felt like I was- Sharky: I can finally kiss you just to shut you up~ he said, playfully leaning in to give me a gentle peck on the lips. y: Sharky! ~ I gasp and then started laughing Sharky: You know, I did overthink things. But I'm glad that this was the reason. I was your first kiss. Wow. ~ He stares at me Sharky: How did I get so lucky? _ THE END
