My sleep never went the way I wanted
This dream my nightmare ,also my reality
I've seen pieces from the past
5 years ago
I saw how good I was for the first time
Even though I had a lot of education until I was 11, I was never compete to other kids.
First time my dad signed me up for a fighting tournament
All I wanted was to make him proud
During the tournament, I was finishing every opponent with 2 or 3 blows.
I fought cruelly without hesitation as my father taught
I don't know why... I fought as if I wanted to kill my opponent
While we were winning every battle, the referee was always separating me from my opponent at the end of the battle
I could really kill
All I wanted was praise from my father...
I'm so craved for compliment's or attention from him
I received training in many fields that I did not want
Martial arts, music, academic knowledge, general knowledge, acting
I didn't even have time for myself daily.
All I did was improve myself
So why?
I've never asked these questions
My overall goal was to satisfy my father.
I wanted him to be proud of me
But I had to make my own choices, right?
I was always physically superior
I was always superior mentally
I was always superior in appearance.
So what was my purpose?
...
...
I didn't know
My only goal had been to experience the satisfying feeling of victory.
That's how I've always fed my own ego
Finally, the distorted and unstable personality I have now was created.
The past is past, I can't escape or forget everything
I had a normal life until I was 7 years old
Those were the lives where I was a nice family having fun with my sister
But my father saw my sister as an obstacle to my development.
I was his puppet, I was going to do whatever he said and be what I wanted his to be
What is it to be superior?
Are humans born superior?
Yes I was born superior
But being superior didn't mean I was callous.
I don't know what my sister is doing right now
Was staying with my different relatives
I hope to see you one day
Then let's be a real family
Equal... Loving
I rub my eyes and yawn. I frown slightly because of dream. I lay on bed again... Today i am not in my mood,i decide to skip school for today...
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Devil in Class 1-D
FanfictionCringe and boring story, read it if you have resistance. This fanfic events will according to light novel. also my English bad its not my first language,so i can make many typos or grammar mistakes.