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46 - TALK IT OUT.

46 - TALK IT OUT.

【 FAETHEAN 】
(The Next Day)

Currently, Emma, Ray and I are here in the infirmary, where this kid named Christy is confined. I heard that he was scratched by a bullet that the enemy shot. It was a good thing that Emma managed to pull him away, so he wasn't hit directly in the skull but, it still scratched him.

Ray's leaning on the wall while Emma's sitting on the chair, holding the kid's hand. I stared at the unconscious boy as I squeeze my clothes. Looking at him, in that condition...I don't know this feeling that's swelling up in my heart. I don't remember this boy, his name, nor his voice but, somehow...it feels like I'm so happy that I see him, I also feel this pain at the same time...I wasn't there when they were ambushed. If I came with them instead of staying with those two demons, would have I done something to prevent this? This amnesia won't happen if I stayed with them. 

It still hurt...of course, it does. But, I'm glad that this boy is being treated well in this place. I hope he wakes up soon.

I stayed quiet as Emma and Ray talk to each other, I don't have any idea what they are talking about and listening will let me figure out something about their conversation. So, let's shut up and let them talk.

"Even though we get along just fine with Barbara, Vincent, and Cislo...even though they were such nice and funny people..." Emma paused as she massage the boy's hand.

"To be caught up with such hatred...back at the Goldy Pond, Oliver and the others said that they hated the demons. But, this is my first time seeing such a bottomless hatred..." hmm, so they met the three yesterday when they went to Norman's office. I see, when Eli said that Cislo and the others are in Norman's office...Emma and Ray had already met them there before the whole exposing plan of Eli.

"I was scared..." I looked at Emma, she's concerned about something, is it Barbie, Cislo, and Vincent? Those three had gone through a lot when they were being experimented. Norman said that they suffered so much, unlike him who was placed in a much better room than theirs. 

They felt pain, depression, fear, and sadness each day. They probably thought about just dying, instead of being a guinea pig of those demons. So, I understand their hatred. I understand it...

But, Emma's right...it's actually scary sometimes, every time I see them torturing the demon they kept under the basement...it's scary. It terrifies me sometimes, and even though I also hate the demons, I can't help but, to pity the demon they're experimenting. But, I can't say anything about it, I don't want to have any conflict with them.

"It's not because I 'sympathize' with the demons...I was scared of just how deep-seated the hatred was that I was seeing," she said, her expression looks terrible, I can see the fear in her eyes. Fear of those hatred she saw from our friends.

"...'the demons are all the same', but, what about Musica? Do they not know that the demons have children and family as well?" I stared at her as she speak.

"To say they're all the same...it's strange...it's really strange!" Emma said with an unusual loud voice. Looks like the words of those guys really affected her. She's so nice, and kind. Seeing her like this...I don't know what to say...

"Yeah. But, they couldn't care less about those who have killed our kind. The suffering that they've gone through is undeniable, you can't just tell them not to hate the demons. After that hatred comes out...you can't stop it, it just keep growing steadily..." Ray replied.